I am not proud but I recently had an affair (i'm a married woman). I almost got caught but things are ok with my husband now. My lover won't respond to me in any way shape or form (I believe out of fear/respect of my husband and ultimately me. I "get it" and know we both have to stop contact and move on but I cannot seem to move past it. I can't get him out of my head AT ALL. I am desperately trying to find a song that says I'm sorry, I miss you, I'll always care for you and I guess I understand why he's ignoring me.

I know I'm not going to win friends on here by admitting all this but life happens and I'm just looking for a song to express my feelings....

Any suggestions?