I feel so empty inside
I want to just sleep in the dark and be far away from reality
my tears fall like an endless rainstorm
and my body aches with despair
my soul is dying slowly and cries for just a glimpse of the end to this pain
I hear my hopes and dreams shatter like fragile glass
and my heart is ripping open and bleeding the love I have held on to so deeply
I cant even find the strength to focus my eyes because everywhere I look I see your face
You are in everything and everywhere
it is making me crazy
I hear your name in every drum beat
I feel your existence even in the darkest places of my life
Thoughts and memories attack my mind
I try so hard to think of nothing but even then you are still there
Why is destiny so cruel as to put us together knowing pain was inevitable
even sometimes I wait for my heartbeat to be still
I ask myself where do I go from here
it feels as though my path has ended at a cliff
should I just jump
and give in to the suffering
let go and let the dark abyss consume me
Do you not understand
I exist for only you and without you what am I
an empty shell with no meaning or purpose
what reason do I have to breathe