Brzi - Podigla me iz pepela

would some please translate this

Sto sam Boze tako proklet
juce pijan danas opet
kad me nece sto je htela
da me digne iz pepela

Ref. 2x
Podigla me iz pepela
i malo mi srece dala
pa me opet bez milosti
u pepeo zakopala

Sto sam Boze tako proklet
juce pijan danas opet
kad me nece, kad me laze
sto je oci svuda traze

Ref. 2x

Sto sam Boze tako proklet
juce pijan danas opet
kad me nece i ne voli
sto me za njom dusa boli

Brzi ("fast one") - She raised me from the ashes

Why,God, am I am so damned
yesterday drunk, today (I am drunk) again
if she doesn't want me why she wanted
to raise me from the ashes?


Ref. 2x
She raised me from the ashes
and gave me a bit of happiness
and then, with no mercy
buried me again in the ashes


Why,God, am I am so damned
yesterday drunk, today again
if she doesn't want me, if she lies me
why my eyes look for her everywhere

Ref. 2x

Why,God, am I am so damned
yesterday drunk, today again
if she doesn't want me and if she doesn't love me
Why do I feel pain in my soul because of her?
(or why does my soul painfully craves her?)