Göksel, Inanmam translate please

İnanmam, Göksel

Uzakta gördüğüm yüz benim mi
Birini arayan gözlerim mi
Yalvaran boş kalan ellerim mi
İnanmam olamaz inanmam

Bu yollar bu çıkmaz kaderim mi
Yanımda ağlayan se benim mi
Şu giden yabancı, sevgilim mi
İnanmam olamaz inanmam

Birden nasıl oldu değişti
Herşey bir başka renkti
Mavi toz pembe yemyeşildi
Gördüğüm rüya bu değildi

İçiden yıkılan eserimi
Kendini kandıran sözlerimi
Gelmesin son gnüm bekledimi
İnanmam olamaz inanmam

Birden nasıl oldu değişti
Herşey bir başka renkti
Mavi toz pembe yemyeşildi
Gördüğüm rüya bu değildi

Bu yollar bu çıkmaz kaderim mi
Yanımda ağlayan se benim mi
Şu giden yabancı, sevgilim mi
İnanmam olamaz inanmam

İnanmam olamaz inanmam

If someone would translate this one for me I would appreciate it. Thanks.

Dave E

i won't believe

is the face i see far awaymine?
are these looking for someone my eyes?
does this begging belong to my empty hands?
i won't believe, no way, i won't believe

are these ways, is this dead end my destiny?
is this voice crying beside me my voice?
is this stranger going away my darling?
i won't believe, no way, i won't believe

all of a sudden what happened to change this all?
everything was some color else
blue, rose-colored and green
this wasn't the dream that i had

my monuments breaking down from inside
my words that i use to fool myself
my last day shouldn't come when i wait
i won't believe no way i won't believe

all of a sudden what happened to change this all?
everything was some color else
blue, rose-colored and green
this wasn't the dream that i had

are these ways, is this dead end my destiny?
is this voice crying beside me my voice?
is this stranger going away my darling?
i won't believe, no way, i won't believe