Sitting in silence here without you
If only baby I had knew how hard would be
I think I’m going crazy
The silence, the emptiness, it’s unlike anything
I put myself through this again, I saw it coming,

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Someone get the paddles my heart stopped beating
It can’t take this **** I put it through
Hurry, Hurry, I feel myself fading
Doctor, Doctor help me out
Give me something, a shot, a pill
Or just let me go into the emptiness
Because nothing here is real

I followed my desires like a fool
I had her, God I had it all
Threw caution to the wind and gave chance a go
But I didn’t look I was bound to fall
Baby I broke my number one rule just for you

I put myself through this
I swore this time would be different
And now I’m sitting here in this black abyss
Having time tick on by
But maybe time will heal my broken heart

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The good times were great don’t get me wrong
I was a king on his throne
But then this **** hit like a bomb
Blasted me into the darkness I now know
Because all kings must fall

Your lips like an AK and your words like bullets
Tore me up from the inside out
I willing did this my stupid self
I lie here bleeding, I hope I bleed out

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Sitting here thinking about you
You were the worst I ever knew
Somehow I don’t understand
Why you are still in my head
Why is life so hard?