i have no experience writing lyrics and this is probably structured terribly

How can life feel so slow
Yet out of control
How can life feel so terrifying
Yet monotonous and dull
This Life feels like a rythm
Of idiocy and oddity
Of bad decisions and regrets

But in this vacuum
There are times, i can breath
bursts of light that i need to hold on to
complex things aint simple
but Simple things aint complex
feel grateful for the things that ive got
Edge away from the shell
And beam at the freedom

How can i pause
When the world goes on
life passing by
The earth orbits the sun
Im the passenger in the car
With no driver to take contoll
Feeling lost in a world
where everyone else has a sat nav
and my maps torn

Look at the mirror
And its misty and tarnished
My identity is unclear
I feel awkward and undefined
dont want people to scratch the surface
as unsure of whats beneath

But in this vacuum
There are times, i can breath
bursts of light that i need to hold on to
complex things aint simple
but Simple things aint complex
feel grateful for the things that ive got
Edge away from the shell
And beam at the freedom

trapped in my own body
feel like a machine
cogs keep turning
defence mechanisms shield me
feel like my strings are out of tune
Tears needing to run free
one big paradox
alone but dependant

But in this vacuum
There are times, i can breath
Edge away from the shell
And beam at the freedom