Why Did You Pick Me ?

I gave you the best of me, you slammed it against the wall
And when you came around, you were supposed to ask for a chance
I gave up who I used to be, why did I left myself fall ?
You were laughing out loud, but I was struggling for the change

--Chorus-
Why did you pick me to hopelessly fall?
I wish you would’ve left me alone with myself
Why did you pick me to fight against the wall?
I wish you would’ve loved somebody else
Why did you pick me to carry this love?
I wish you would’ve remained a dream
Why did you pick me to love you so much?
I wish I could just get up and leave

When you had so much to see, you only looked at the flaws
And when I tried to change, you let me go from the first fail
You swore you would always love me, but I’ve seen the way it goes
You left without a glance; I was only left with a wail

-Chorus-
Why did you pick me to hopelessly fall?
I wish you would’ve left me alone with myself
Why did you pick me to fight against the wall?
I wish you would’ve loved somebody else
Why did you pick me to carry this love?
I wish you would’ve remained a dream
Why did you pick me to love you so much?
I wish I could just get up and leave

-Bridge-
You left me with these memories I could never really forget
Now baby come and take them away
There’s so much that I’m gonna miss, including bein` Juliet
I don’t know what else I can say

-Chorus-
Why did you pick me to hopelessly fall?
I wish you would’ve left me alone with myself
Why did you pick me to fight against the wall?
I wish you would’ve loved somebody else
Why did you pick me to carry this love?
I wish you would’ve remained a dream
Why did you pick me to love you so much?
I wish I could just get up and leave

♥ So, the story behind this one :
I found out that one of my best friends is on love with me, and I accepted to be with him . We were together for a few ... umm.....days, but he broke up with me because I didn't want to change for him. After a few months, he gave me a chance to change, but I took a wrong step so he left me again .... So I said "If he was planning to change me, why in the world did he ask me to be his girlfriend?"

Thank you very much, this song is very personal.....