It didn’t help me! I yell at the uncaring night that doesn’t even want to understand
I didn’t even think it would, but I needed to see if I can feel anymore
Can I ask why? I whisper the teardrops that are now falling on my hand
I didn’t even think you’d know, but I needed to see if you still think like before

-Chorus-
I cut my veins – no wonder there’s no blood, you twisted it to water
I want to die and yet I’m still breathing – because I can’t say I’m alive
I’m living for everyone but myself – I want it to be over
I wonder if there’s anything on this earth that can make me want to survive
Anything left in these veins of hate

I didn’t want this! I yell at all the pictures that I shouldn’t have kept but I did
I didn’t even think it’d last, but I needed to see if I can love once again
I shouldn’t have ! I whisper trough memories supposed to be blown by the wind
I didn’t even think it’s right, but I needed to see if I can still feel the pain

-Chorus-
I cut my veins – no wonder there’s no blood, you twisted it to water
I want to die and yet I’m still breathing – because I can’t say I’m alive
I’m living for everyone but myself – I want it to be over
I wonder if there’s anything on this earth that can make me want to survive
Anything left in these veins of hate

-Bridge-
I don’t see anything that’s worth this torment
I don’t wanna be strong anymore,
I don’t wanna break in the last moment
I wanna drown far away from the shore, yeah

-Chorus-
I cut my veins – no wonder there’s no blood, you twisted it to water
I want to die and yet I’m still breathing – because I can’t say I’m alive
I’m living for everyone but myself – I want it to be over
I wonder if there’s anything on this earth that can make me want to survive
Anything left in these veins of hate