ya this was written before the BIO cheated on me and forced me to cancle givin her that :


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I woke up the other day at 5AM
Couldn’t stop thinking of the mistake I did
I knew something was wrong
Someone cried that day at home
Rain outdoors
Cold and storm
Someone is hurt
My heart couldn’t leave it alone
They say pay back or they will pay you back (pay you=neglect you)
But my bad was not knowing how to do that
Seeing you sad was like putting my hands in a sharp glass
Hearing you laugh was like the sun shine from the west
It’s never late, there’s always a new beginning of any end
Flowers die at autumn and rise again at spring
A human being is killed, a child giving birth
God made it that way
But I never meant to hurt you in any way
Though I tried my best to make you happy
Maybe I didn’t know to express myself correctly
Understand me, this is killing me!
But hey,I know what’s truly in my heart
No matter how hard, I will never give up
I could not stop writing you
But then I wouldn’t live my life too

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got some like other 4-3 songs or poetry or whatever
Maybe if this is foosthen we procced $$