please translate?

ME FJAL TE BUKURA ME KE MAJT SI E KISHE AT GOJ MJALT!!!
JETEN MA ZBUKUROVE POR NE TEVRTET KREJT MA SHKATERROVE E NGA FRIKA U LARGOVE
SPATE GUXIM MEM TREGU QE ME TJETREN ISHE MARTU E MU ME THOJE PERDIT TE DU!!!!
UN E SHKRETA E VERBUAR NGA DASHURIA JOTE TE MALLKUAR
PER FEJES FAMILJEN E PATA BASHKU TUJ TE PRIT PERDIT ME THE Z...HDUKU E MOS ME PRIT.
VETEM I FJAL MOS E HARRON PER JETE QYSH E KI LYP BESA KI ME E GJET


zemra zemres
i bon lutje
dashuria e par
fillon me Puthje
zemra e femres
...esht hotel
kush don hin
e kush don del
po zemra e mashllit
esht si gur kush hin
brenda nuk del kurr


please translate for me! thank you!

something like :
You got me with the beautiful words, as if you had a "sweet mouth". You made my life more beautiful, but actually you just destroyed me. And from the fear you left. You didn't dare to tell me that you are married with someone else, and yet you told me everyday that you love me. I am (i'm not sure of what shkreta means) and i am blind from your damned love. For the engagement i gathered all the family to wait for you, but you told me go away and dont wait for me. Just dont forget one word, what you have looked for, you will find (something like that, didnt really get the end either)

The heart gives the heart a wish.
The first love begins with a kiss.
The women's hearts are like a hotel
Whoever wants can come in, and whoever wants can go out.
But (mashllit?)'s hearts are like the stone - when you go inside, you'll never go out.