This one is obviously about mental anguish, which is something that many people suffer from, including myself, on a daily basis. It's very repetitive and cliche, but is in no way a bad lyric. I hope you have as much fun reading it as I did writing it.
Lastly, I'd just like to thank you for the support and positivity I've recieved on this forum, I really, REALLY appreciate it.
THOUGHTS LIKE MENTAL POISON
And the border between insanity and reality fades
Can't tell if this is oxygen I'm breathing
Don't know if I believe what I'm seeing
My mind keeps playing games with me
Paranoid, I mustn't let this persist
Gotta get a grip while I'm still sure I exist
I'm losing it
Losing all I've tried to maintain
I'm feeling it
Feeling the world slip away
And the border between insanity and reality fades
All I see is black in a million different shades
My brain thinks it better than me
It conjures these thoughts like mental poison
They tell me it's all in my head
Of course its true, everything they've said
But what is it exactly?
Feels like a demon to me
It would be better if nothing real
Oh...
I'm losing it
I'm losing all I've tried to maintain
I'm feeling it
Feeling the world slip away
And the border between insanity and reality fades
All I see is black in a million different shades
My brain thinks it's better than me
It conjures these thoughts like mental poison
Color falls out the lines that once held my soul
And insanity has taken it's toll
I'm so ****ing scared
I want to get off this hellride
I wish I could see something beyond suicide
I'm losing it
I'm losing this battle again
I'm feeling it
I'm feeling my life slip away
And the border between insanity and reality fades
The border fades
The border fades
Fades to nothing
And the border between insanity and reality fades
All I see is black in a million different shades
My brain thinks it's better than me
It conjures these thoughts like mental poison
My thoughts are ****ing poison