Losing The Time And Our Minds

I’m lying down, and so out of it,
Can’t get up, I’m in the bottom, of the pit.
I think, breathing becomes easy,
And depression can’t seize me.
I’m, so invincible,
When I’m with you, I’m on top of the world.
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I can’t believe, we both fell into love,
Staring at clouds, with nothing to talk of.
We lost track of time, and lost our minds.
We fell asleep, without a peep.
You fell asleep, in my arms,
Thank god, for my boyish charms.
We woke up, at 7 am,
And I’d do it again.
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We fell, in love,
With nothing, to talk of.
We lost the time and our minds.
We fell asleep, without a peep.
And I couldn’t be happier,Without kissing her.
And I couldn’t be more grateful,
Without being hateful.
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The birds are singing,
And my ears are ringing.
My god, its good to breathe.
The sky is light,
And all the time you were right,
All my troubles just relieve.
I get lost in your eyes,
You’re my little prize.
And I can’t help but thinking,
That my mind is sinking.
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We fell, in love,
With nothing, to talk of.
We lost the time and our minds.
We fell asleep, without a peep.
And I couldn’t be happier,
Without kissing her.
And I couldn’t be more grateful,
Without being hateful.
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Minds sink in the ocean blue,
Baby with you, my dreams come true.
You’re the only one I love,
The only one I’m thinking of.
You fill my dreams,
And mend my seams.
I can’t say this without being fruity,
But I could get lost in your endless beauty.
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You fell asleep in my arms,
My heart gave out like a car alarm.
You set me free,
And so I’ll make sure that we can be.
Holding each other,
Letting out sighs, one after another.

The suns setting,
The clocks, re-setting,
And I bet, you’re fast asleep,
Cold and dark.
Through the city heart,
And we start to creep,
Across the town,
And back around,
To home, alone,
Again.
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The moons up and its cold,
My petty lines are old,
My lips were sold,
To your, heart for free, from me.
I see a star,
Not very far,
And it reminds me of where you are,
All I want, is you, to see.
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The days grow confusing,
My mind is infusing,
And we learn to fight together.
The life is warming,
With cold hearts storming,
We’ll stay here together, forever.
---
Lips were sealed,
And hearts revealed,
The twist of fate,
And the twist of hate.
Young hearts learn,
Never to burn,
For their own selfish needs,
In their small little breeds.
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I can’t believe,
That you can relieve,
All of this.
You bring me hope,
On this long climbing rope,
And it’s you I miss.

This song, has no end,
All it does, is starts to transcend.
I wrote this song, feeling out of place,
I finished this song, feeling erased.
But one thing that kept me coming back,
Is the next line, like a heart attack.
Here it goes and I'll make it glow,
Like front row seats at an old rock show.
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If i fell through the stars,
I know I'd land safely, in your arms.
Your smile leaves me breathless.
Your voice leaves me reckless.
And if i hit the ground,
I know you'd come back around.
To save me, like you said you would,
And make me happy, like no one ever could.
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Leave me, darling.
Cause i need some time to figure this out,
I need some time to know what you're about.
Save me, baby.
I need some time to let me fall,
And you're what I want, you've got it all.
But I'm so out dated,
And so over rated.
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3 am,
And we're stuck here again.
I snuck out and struck out,
Missed you and kissed you.
The evenings fine,
Especially when i know you're mine.
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If i fell through the stars,
I know I'd land safely, in your arms.
Your smile leaves me breathless.
Your voice leaves me reckless.
And if i hit the ground,
I know you'd come back around.
To save me, like you said you would,
And make me happy, like no one ever could.
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Goodnight, sleep tight,
Finger prints sold me out again.
It feels, so right,
I guess i lied cause this is, the end.

Cold embrace,
Say goodbye to your memories, goodbye, goodbye, erase.
You and me without,
Holding hands in the dark when we know nothing about.
I miss you,
I’ll get lost in your eyes, and that’s all I want to do.
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I have a secret, come close,
To where you’ll feel it the most.
You’re on my mind, all the time,
And all my thoughts are behind.
Take me away right now,
Hold my breath, hold me down.
Fall down those hills, in sight,
Take my freedom, and rights.
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Hard to breathe,
When places we’ve gone are too far away to be seen.
I feel dead inside,
Just don’t come back, goodbye, goodbye, rewind.
The streets fall dead,
These words already said.
My life is crashing,
My scars are slashing.
They broke free of my never ending curse,
So take it all and forget this verse.
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Love and death mean the same thing,
And we all forget it when we sing.
Apathy and depression, follow me,
As love and comfort, i never see.
I want my life to end,
Never transcend.
The gun and the trigger,
All gone with the pull of a finger.
Why should i live through it?
Or even finish this bit?
I don't even know, but it feels right,
When i cant see past your sight.

I guess I'll go home now,
Cause the suns going down,
Overlapped by this mist.
The sun will rise soon,
And I'll die, you
Are always at the bottom of my list.
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Leaving my words unspoken,
Leaving my hopes broken, I
Fall to the ground,
With unbearable sound,
My ears always ring,
And my heart always stings.
Losing a piece of me,
After you said we'll always be,
Together, Forever.
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Bring the cold, bring the hate,
I can avoid it all, its only fate.
Not even god can bring me down,
Can't bring me off this town.
I'm invincible when I'm with you,
I'm invisible, they knew.
You make my day,
In ever way,
Your beauty hides the sun.
I love you,
That's all i wanna do.
And I could never run.
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You think I would end this part,
But this part beats the start.
When i hate your words,
They feel so absurd,
I go to my room, thinking,
And you go to your room, drinking.
It brings me down,
Without a sound.
I cant take this hate anymore,
As i walk out the door.
Your voice stops my feet,
"I saved you this seat"

I’m nothing without you; I’m everything with you,
With you, my dreams come true.
I wish you all is well, never burn in hell,
My false words will sell.
My pity, my hate, to this song I relate,
Cause I feel the burns, and turns, over again.
Having left I feel hated and very much betrayed and,
I hope that you are doing okay,
Because these last tears are fading away.
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Well, I look at the stars, and go to the bars,
Hoping, I will find someone new.
And I look to above, all the things we used to love,
I’m so lost without you.
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Because I tried, all the times that I cried,
Over pain and the pressure that’s bare,
And this is killing me, I’m aware.
Useless sighs, as I over-rise,
With hopes and dreams, so hopeful it seems.
I’ve fell through windows, I need to learn to say no,
The love and the hate, it’s too long and too late.
I’ve hit the floor; I walked into the door,
I’m absent minded, lets leave this behind, and,
My thoughts prevail and fiery hail,
As I burn through the windows of love.
My thoughts seem to smile, but just for a while,
I need help, out of this grave I have dug.
I need out.
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I need to hide, I need to run,
All this stuff is redone.
I’m crumbling under the surface,
And there’s no point in rehearsing.
I look fine out the outside,
Burning it out alive.
You can’t understand, all that I command,
To keep me sane, as I remain,
In my room with tears shed,
And my heart, it bled.
My life's on a rocket,
I'm squeezing me out of myself,
These empty pockets,
And run out thoughts with,
Me on the shelf.
Never be used after one simple use,
I thought that you loved me, but all this abuse.
You’re not what I thought you were,
And I don’t want to be sure.
And I need out.
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Because I tried, all the times that I cried,
Over pain and the pressure that’s bare,
And this is killing me, I’m aware.
Useless sighs, as I over-rise,
With hopes and dreams, so hopeful it seems.
I’ve fell through window, I need to learn to say no,
The love and the hate, it’s too long and too late.
I’ve hit the floor; I walked into the door,
I’m absent minded, lets leave this behind, and,
My thoughts prevail and fiery hail,
As I burn through the windows of love.
My thoughts seem to smile, but just for a while,
I need help, out of this grave I have dug.
I need out.
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The children are hiding, I’m no longer minding,
That I am dieing it seems.
The razor, it shakes, the earths core quakes,
My strength I will redeem.
My mind it will fly, it will flow so high.
Thank you to my friends, who told me ‘It’s not what you do in the end’
I will pretend,
That my life is over, please take me October,
The leaves fall to the ground,
Oh god, I hate the sounds,
Happiness is what this life is about,
And It's better i go without,
My breath, my life, my doubt,
My hate, my love, my shouts.

You make my day feel alright,
As my feelings remain.
Your always right, clear out of sight,
With me you’ll always get your way.
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Its too late, to change fate,
And everything in the end.
Now, back away,
Cause I guess it all depends
Can we live forever on love,
Or do we just wish on the stars, that are falling from above.
I miss your eyes, I don’t despise, how they blend with the skies,
I want to be by your side, when were outside, and my hopes just rise.
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I'm going out of my mind, with memory behind,
As you run through my head.
I miss your sighs, of last goodbyes,
And my thoughts just transcend.
The look on your face, as I embrace,
My fast growing smile.
My mind wont erase, its still in place,
And I'm going to stay for a while.

I’m drowning myself in my own pain,
And it always feels the same.
Lost in thought and apathy,
You’re just the next best thing to me.
I can’t wait for summer to come to stay,
As troubles seem to fly away.
Let the drinks get held high,
And let the lights light the sky.
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3 am,
Your friends are calling again.
They won’t leave me alone,
They’re driving my skin to the bone.
Dug in heels,
As I reveal.
That there’s simply no trace,
Of all my memories erased,
And the parties at my place.
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The night was meant for you,
But you saw it right through,
It pulled you down, it pulled around,
And you can’t take much more.
You weren’t meant to be,
Happy.
We left you breathless, and you left me reckless,
And you hit the floor.
---
I hear waves,
Crashing onto you, that’s nothing new.
You need a break from all the hate.
We got into raves,
Mixing your feelings, with no longer meanings,
And that’s nothing fake.
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3 am,
Death is crawling out the back end,
Love will burn your heart out,
And it’ll wash out your doubt.
Silent breaks,
And the noisy earthquakes,
It’s not, your battle,
The earth will rattle,
As we settle in.

I could stare into your eyes forever,
Perfect shades Grey.
Even if you’re feeling a bit under the weather,
I’ll sweep you off your feet, today,
And I think I miss you.
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So hate me, love,
Cause I can’t feel the sun from
Above, you’re closing these doors, and I can’t take much more, again.
So hate me, love,
Cause you can’t seem to find
A reason to hide, how
I, am starting to lie,
Please hate me.
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And now I see,
We were not meant to be.
I can feel it everyday, anyway I
Thought, I loved you,
But I know I can't even trust you
Because I, want to die,
To get away from you.
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So hate me, love,
So I can feel, the stars, falling from above.
Cause without love, life would be easier,
And without love we’d feel the sand.
And without love we’d see much clearer,
And I just want you to, understand,
That I don’t miss you anymore.
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I don’t miss you, anymore.

I feel so bad when i leave you
Its so sad its so true,
I gotta be with you
But its the chance i blew.
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Just because I hate you, but I love you.
Doesn’t mean things are that bad
Just cause i love you but i hate you
Doesn't me we have to be sad
But what will i do
When this comes through
To the end, i will send
Away all my memories of you.
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You say that you love me (Seems so fake)
I think your above me (Again I re-take)
From the beautiful dream
In my mind it would seem
Turns into a nightmare
Something I cant bare
Your love is just so fake, to me
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Just Because i hate you but i love you
Doesn't mean things are that bad
Just cause i love you but i hate you
Doesn't me we have to be sad
But what won't I do
When this comes through
To the end, i will mend
The broken seams from you.

I want, all the fame in the world,
I want, an extra-special, wonder girl.
I want, this to end,
Cause we’re going in, again and again.
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Woke up, yeah 3 pm,
Now I’m wondering where I am.
Sit up, catch my breath,
My visions fuzzy and I’m close to death.
Walk through the hall,
It seems so small.
Lied about my age to get into the club,
Now I’m, so high, so above.

CHORUS:
Last to love, (I felt so above)
First to fall, (Yeah, I had it all)
I had, everything and everyone,
Now I sing, I wanna fall so in love and above.
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The day is over,
But I feel much less sober.
Walk around,
In the streets downtown.
Fall down, hit floor,
I can’t, take much more,
I’m still trying to find the girl,
That lights up my world.
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It wouldn’t matter if the sun went out,
Cause you brighten my day,
Girl I love you that’s what it’s all about,
And that’s all I have to say.
The sun sets over the mountain peak,
And I feel so un-organized and so weak.
But I’m still in love, and above.---

CHORUS:
First to love, (I felt so above)
Last to fall, (Yeah, I had it all)
I had, everything and everyone,
Now I sing, and I fell so in love and above
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I’m lonely, you can come out if you may,
Its pitch black out but you light my way.
Dark, dark, feel the spark,
Of my never ending pain,
Thank god the suns out,
I can feel the rain.

I stayed up till 5 to hear your name,
Woke up at 4 to see it’s all the same,
I feel different, every second that I’m away from you.
Line up the drinks, so I drown all the pain out,
But nothings changed, I feel the same now,
I feel like every seconds killing me, when I’m away from you.
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So take a drink and blast the music,
Don’t leave me here because I'll feel sick.
And if you leave, I won’t deceive,
Your beautiful eyes, when we look at the skies.
As they’re made for us.
---
Don’t walk out the door, or I’ll hit the floor,
Don’t make me smile, or it’ll last a while.
Don’t make me think, or I will sink,
And redial into my river of denial.
---
You have me dancing in the street at 3 in the morning,
As I get my 5 minute time-stopping warnings.
As headlights shine, and my mind stops time,
I can see us together, if only you were mine.
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So take a drink and blast this song,
It reminds me of you, and the TV’s on.
And as our lips touch, I feel like it’s too much,
But I, can’t think straight, all this love and hate
---
I miss your eyes, and your thoughtless sighs, your useless cries, as we stare at the skies.
And I know you can see, what I used to be, when it was just you and me, I’d guarantee
I would be with you forever, well forever is over,
Relationships severed, and I feel much older.
---
But I miss every second of being with you,
And every time that you would see through,
All my mistakes and all of my aches,
I plead for you and I need for you.

Breathe now, just when the words hurt the most
Walk now, when the pain is too close…
Life brings you down now, just bring it back
You stand up close now, just say the facts
Every time you open your quiet mouth
Words just bring you down and down and down and down, again
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You walk the streets now, tonight just walk alone
People who love you, just stay at home
Lie now can’t let the truth be told
Hide now knowing your life was just sold
You fall down now, over again
You’re definitely different from the rest of them, again and again
---
Life brings you down now, just bring it back
You stand too close now, just list the facts
And every time you open your quiet mouth
Life just brings you down and down and down and down, again
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Fall in love, as I just meet you
Rise above, as I’m almost through
In my arms, and there weak, I shake
Lost in charm, your eyes just awake
Kiss your lips, as time seems to freeze
Just be mine, all I ask is please
---
Life brings you down now, just bring it back
You stand too close now, just list the facts
And every time you open your quiet mouth
Life just brings you down and down and down and over, again

As rain falls and hits your face,
Again you feel out of place.
Fall and hit the door,
You’ll always come back for more.
---
We all know this wasn’t meant for you,
Cause there was so many things you were meant to do.
And I’ll make it through alright,
Knowing you’ll never be in my sights.
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Why am I out of place?
Why don’t I belong?
Why can’t I feel the sorrow?
Why is my heart standing still?
I don’t really know,
But I do know that when you fall,
I wont be there for once to catch you, -- (Expression)
I will only be there to watch you fall,
As I carry on through my life,
Hoping, and wishing, and praying,
That one day you will understand,
Of this mess you have made me.
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All the cards you played,
Not knowing it was too late,
All the tears you shed,
And all of it led,
To your pain and your sorrow,
Now laid out for tomorrow.
You will be forgotten,
And all remains will be rotten.
Thunder in the clouds,
With all the crowds,
Watching you stumble through the dark,
Without a light or a spark.
---
Why are you giving up?
Why have you stopped?
You haven’t even made it halfway to where I am today,
Why do you give up so easily?
How could anyone love you,
If you give up before it starts?
I don’t think anyone will, -- (Expression)
And I still wonder why I did,
But I have forgotten you,
And I hope you’ll never forget me,
After all I did for you,
And you gave me nothing.
---
As rain falls and hits your face,
Never like before, you feel out of place.
Stumble through the evening sun,
You know that you’re done.

Your voice, bring me smiles through all my tears,
After all the un-forgetful years,
I still wish you were here, that you were here. Oh.
Your smile, warmed my heart with all it could,
Like I said nothing ever would,
And my untraceable thoughts think that you should,
Let me, see,
How we could be,
Together forever.
---
I smiled, you laughed, we sighed, and cried.
The days that never ended,
With love that never transcended.
We had, hopes and dreams,
With loving streams, with no breaking seams.
Together forever is seems.
---
It seems, the more I’m with you, the more I miss you,
But when were together, all my dreams come true.
We watched the sunrise, (And just sat)
I never knew that, (We could do that)
I’ll love your forever, and a little bit, after that.
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You don’t feel a spark, just hold hands in the dark,
With no signs warmness.
It wasn’t picture perfect, but god it was worth it,
I’m not alone, and,
You bring me to life, won’t let you out of my sights,
I’ll never, let you go.
They said it was wrong, but it felt so right,
Wouldn’t you think so?

Waking up, time to go,
Walking out the door in 10 feet of snow.
The cars will only start,
The beating of my cold mechanical heart.
Sun shines on the mountain peak,
Pure happiness is what i seek.
The trees are getting louder but quite,
Soon the day falls dead and silent.
---
I hear your voice, calling out to me,
Its your choice, come out and we'll see.
If we can, make it last, in the summer past,
When the nights were long, and we sang along, to
The radio, before we got to go.
And the sun would set gold and red,
And our heads are nestled comfortably in our beds.
---
Hot days just sail away,
And god damn it i miss those days.
Waking up next to you,
But my hopes are high of that coming soon.
Kiss your cheek before i went through the door,
Walking down towards the morning store,
I see and talk to my friends,
Back when summer days, never end.
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The realizations hit me,
I feel in place, surrounded by trees,
They whisper silently,
My tears grow violently.
God i miss your shining smile,
God i miss your glowing style.
Your smiles bring me warmth, unlike the fire,
And with you i got much higher,
Back then would we would pretend,
Back to the summer days that never end.
---
I heard your voice, calling out to me,
Its not your choice, cant you see.
If we can, make it last, in the summer past,
When the nights were long, and we sang along, to
The radio, before we had to go.
And the sun would set red and gold,
And the days would get so old.
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My tears fall down my face, with embrace,
The snow shows tears, with no fears.
Get up and, run away,
To the never ending days.
Where summers never ended,
Where days were extended.
The cold wind blows,
I'm going home.
The night slows quickly,
And my coughs grow sickly.
As I crawl through the windows,
To see that your still not home.
I go back to bed,
Then peaks show golden red.

You've got me out of my mind,
I think of you all the time,
Your out of this world.
You have me torn up in ways,
My minds been ****ed up for days,
Your all i need in my life, girl.
---
Slowly, breathing,
Mind, releasing.
I, got up and opened the window,
(Just to see you leaving)
I, started to sing, oh, oh,
(Just to hear me screaming)
This life isn't for me,
And if this is the way its gotta be.
I guess ill learn to live,
On the second floor of my apartment's where I've been.
---
The suns rising,
Red and Yellow just calms my heart.
So surprising,
My love and my hate just tear me apart.
Your out of this universe,
Past Jupiter and Mars.
And I'm starting to learn,
Your brighter than the stars.
Cause you bring me down and low,
But you bring me up, so,
---
Take the light away,
You light up my world,
Your my favorite girl. You,
Take my breath away,
Your clear out of sight,
This feels so right,
Who needs looks,
When you have these hooks,
With my words,
Oh, how absurd.
---
The suns rising,
Red and Yellow just calms my heart.
So surprising,
My love and my hate just tear me apart.
Your out of this universe,
Past Jupiter and Mars.
And I'm starting to learn,
Your brighter than the stars.
Cause you bring me down and low,
But you bring me up, so,
---
Light up the fire that warms us so,
Warms us with chills from head to toe,
Sitting, quietly,
The stars come, you'll see.
How life, falls down,
And hits the ground,
For you, its true.
All i need is you.
---
Take me down to earth again,
(You said it again)
I need time to rest my head,
(Again and again)
I have to leave, this wasteland,
For eternity with you, in heaven.
I said it again.
---
Lets go, to a place where days don't end,
Where we don't have to pretend,
Like we care.
Lets roll, to a place on the beach,
Or somewhere on the streets,
I don't care.
But if I'm with you, its heaven,
Already.

You've got me out of my mind,
I think of you all the time,
Your out of this world.
You have me torn up in ways,
My minds been messed up for days,
Your all i need in my life, girl.
---
Slowly, breathing,
Mind, releasing.
I, got up and opened the window,
(Just to see you leaving)
I, started to sing, oh, oh,
(Just to hear me screaming)
This life isn't for me,
And if this is the way its gotta be.
I guess ill learn to live,
On the second floor of my apartment's where I've been.
---
The suns rising,
Red and Yellow just calms my heart.
So surprising,
My love and my hate just tear me apart.
Your out of this universe,
Past Jupiter and Mars.
And I'm starting to learn,
Your brighter than the stars.
Cause you bring me down and low,
But you bring me up, so,
---
Take the light away,
You light up my world,
Your my favorite girl. You,
Take my breath away,
Your clear out of sight,
This feels so right,
Who needs looks,
When you have these hooks,
With my words,
Oh, how absurd.
---
The suns rising,
Red and Yellow just calms my heart.
So surprising,
My love and my hate just tear me apart.
Your out of this universe,
Past Jupiter and Mars.
And I'm starting to learn,
Your brighter than the stars.
Cause you bring me down and low,
But you bring me up, so,
---
Light up the fire that warms us so,
Warms us with chills from head to toe,
Sitting, quietly,
The stars come, you'll see.
How life, falls down,
And hits the ground,
For you, its true.
All i need is you.
---
Take me down to earth again,
(You said it again)
I need time to rest my head,
(Again and again)
I have to leave, this wasteland,
For eternity with you, in heaven.
I said it again.
---
Lets go, to a place where days don't end,
Where we don't have to pretend,
Like we care.
Lets roll, to a place on the beach,
Or somewhere on the streets,
I don't care.
But if I'm with you, its heaven,
Already.

I'm way too young,
To know that I've fallen in love with this girl,
But I'm not too young,
To know that she spins my whole world.
---
All it takes, is mistakes.
To make this world go, down.
Down, down, this world goes,
And every single teenager knows.
That you can try your best,
And try to be different from the rest.
But we fall, into our minds, so small.
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I fell asleep last night, i was dreaming,
And everything was seeming,
Alright, without a fight, i was beaming.
But there she was, like she always looked,
And there i was, thinking 'You got me hooked'.
I'm really not sure why i didn't see it before,
Even when 6 am, you were at my door.
The worlds spinning,
My god, shes winning.
I hope you feel my love, come down from above.
And if it's not too wrong, i hope you hear this song.
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All we need, is emotion,
To set your body in motion.
Down, down, this world goes,
And every single teenager knows.
That you can fall in love, many times,
And you can write about this person, in your rhymes.
But we fall, into our minds, so small.
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I'm falling, you're stalling,
Please get to the point, or whatever you're meaning.
I'm tripping, my minds slipping,
Please tell me the truth, are you what you're seeming,
To be.
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All we need, is love,
To make our dreams from above.
Come down, down, into the world below, it goes,
And every single teenager knows.
That you can fall in love, many times,
And you can write about this person, in your rhymes.
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And if i dedicated this to the person i wrote this for,
Every second, would make me miss them, a little more.

I hope you're with me forever and we can fly,
Higher and higher, we'll reach the sky, I,
Forget 'bout the world's petty problems, I'll,
Forget that this love is unsolvable.
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Two kids, fell from above,
Everyone knowing that they were in love, oh.
They watched the sunrise and sunset,
After days, they're lips met.
The sparked kicked in,
Are they gonna win,
Cause they're going in, over, and over, again.
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You can stop and stare,
But they were in love, and they didn't care, if,
The sun burned out,
Cause they could stop and shout,
You light my world.
And they'd hope the other heart would hear it,
And no one else would ever go near it,
The boy and the girl.
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The sky was made for them,
He loved her and she loved him. They,
Held hands in the dark,
Kissing softly with a spark.
Of love and lust,
Knowing there was only one person they would trust.
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So go, and hear,
The birds, so clear.
The beautiful noises re-awake,
The depression and heartache.
The world, will close,
Before, anyone knows.
So live it up while you can,
On the flight of love is where i stand.