Losing The Time And Our Minds

We fell down,
Through the clouds and the air.
And I never found out,
What we were doing up there.
When I'm asleep, I'll dream,
Of us sitting in fields, wishing to live in between,
The earth and the stars,
But when were with each other, heaven is where we are.
The clouds fall down, we hear the sound.
Of our sighs.
We hear the birds, lost in our words.
With fingers entwined.
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The sun will fall,
We see it all, the time.
It's you I meet,
I want to greet, baby i'm trying.
This is harder than i thought,
Fighting the battle i just fought.
Curse my bashed up heart,
That falls in love, at the start.
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My heart is pleading for you,
But i know that, that's nothing new.
I love to hear your voice,
In my head i clear my choice,
I've been waiting, and hating, sometimes frustrating,
I've been learning, and turning, i guess I'm earning,
It, a bit.
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Would you like to live above,
Where we can love,
In between the earth and the stars,
But when were with each other, heaven is where we are.
The clouds fall down, we hear the sound.
Of our sighs.
We hear the birds, lost in our words.
With fingers entwined.
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And now I'm so out of breath,
You raced my heart, there's nothing left,
You mean the world to me,
And in the end i will be,
Tongue tied,
But i guess i tried.

I awake,
And hear the waves crashing.
No mistake,
The sea shells are smashing.
I walk along the sandy shores,
With nothing to want except for more.
Of the sweat sea air,
In a dream, I'm completely aware.
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I'll wake up at 2 p.m.,
Not knowing where i am.
The morning traffic always wakes me up,
I hate the sound of those big loud trucks.
I wish i could leave this little hill,
And go somewhere where everything's still.
Somewhere where i can't want more,
What better place, than the sandy shores.
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As the mist comes over the beach,
I will go look and beseech,
Something i assemble,
Something you resemble.
Ill write our love in the sand,
Somewhere i can stand.
Alone, and feel and reach,
The sandy, summer beach.
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I get lost in the forest air,
The sweet scent makes my mind aware,
That I am dreaming,
And this is seeming.
To be what i want,
But its just a taunt.
I want to go somewhere where i can say,
I'd love to stay,
I love it in every way,
Down by the sandy bay.
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I'm far from reality,
I'm too far in my tragedy.
My life is flashing by,
I am a passerby,
To my own escape,
Of the life that i hate.

If these walls could talk,
And tell me their secrets.
My heart would stop,
It would make me see, It,
Would let me, be myself,
I'm unlike anyone else,
Take me off the shelf.
Cause my minds un-weaving,
I feel my breathing.
I stop the spinning,
In the world I'm winning.
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I could, wake up at 10 a.m., if i wanted to,
I could, sleep in till 7 p.m., if i had a clue.
To what my world was heading for,
My new found love in the house of horrors.
You, with me,
Forever, together,
We, could be,
Happy, whether,
We tried or not, It doesn't matter,
We could go and stop, our hearts will never shatter.
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Life can bring us down again,
But we just seem to remain, up.
Up and above,
I'm seeing black and blue,
I'm so far in love,
I just have to be with you.
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My minds un-weaving,
My thoughts are screaming,
My bad thoughts will send,
We never pretend,
And this never ends.
My thoughts and their problems,
It takes more than me to solve them,
My life's a flowers stem.
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The curtains closing,
My mind is dozing.
Off to sleep,
But my mind will keep.
The thoughts of my smiles,
That last the short whiles.
But you're in my dreams,
And my life's breaking seams.

I need to write something that shows you just who i am,
I need to write something that shows exactly where i stand.
Well I'm standing right here,
In my life with no cheer.
I'm standing right here,
With my life full of fear.
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These walls can talk,
And i could walk.
Down to your home,
And still feel alone.
These people can hear,
Of all our fears.
In our head we made,
All our fearless charades.
So we can move,
And we can soothe.
These broken hearts,
That started hurting from the start.
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So mend my broken heart for me,
Or let it bleed for you,
Again, I know that's nothing new, to you.
Let me be free,
And I'll let them all know,
About your damned pathetic show.
If you were who you said you were,
Don't you think you'd be dead,
You just don't understand.
And if you heard what you said you heard,
Don't you think you'd be read,
And this is right where i stand.
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Birds fly into rainbow colors,
And we learn from the significant, others.
We learn, and burn, its crazy i know,
We earn, and turn, and sink so low.
We try, and try, and try,
But all we do is, die, and die, and die, inside.
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So listen to my words,
Even though they sound absurd.
Spread the life, spread the love,
And go to the heavens above.
Because we all need a smile on our faces,
And to be in comfy places,
And leave no sad traces.
We all need happiness in our heart,
From sadness, far apart,
Its not much, but its a start.
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Give a smile, give a hug,
Let it last a while, not a shrug.
Do this for me,
So the world can be,
Happy.

I moving my stuff,
And I'm moving my bags,
Please take me anywhere, but here.
We're moving homes,
I feel so alone,
Please take me anywhere, but here.
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I'm done with the packing,
Now to the stacking.
The garage has piles,
For miles and miles.
Rent the pick-up truck,
Thinking, oh god this sucks.
But, don't have any fear,
Please take me anywhere, but here.
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Sunrise, and another day will come,
Surprise, another day of work in the sun.
I'm so out of it, moving this junk,
And why didn't I just leave it in the trunk.
God knows that we will move again, soon,
God doesn't, even know, when.
So let them carry their own weight today,
Too bad I'm out of breath, out of words to, say.
This is, bad enough already,
Now my arms are so unsteady,
And my body's feeling heavy.
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Why do every time we move, we move a little bit farther,
From the life i had, everyone that never made me sad.
Why do every time we move, it seems, to get, a little harder,
Farther away from my girlfriend, farther away from the friends i had.
I can pretend all i want, (But I'm not okay, I cant even say it.)
But it's all a taunt, (But I'm so afraid, In every way it's, scary.)
To see how far i can go.
Well you found your limit, I'm aching head to toe.
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The one thing that keeps me sane,
Is that people know my name.
That someone out there cares,
And I don't know, where.
It's almost scary how happy i can be,
So let's stop this moving, and you, will see.

I walk through the streets of L.A.,
Growing dark, my words are gone, none to say.
Walking cold, and my rhymes are sold,
Rhymes are dead, but I can feel these words being said.
It feels so right, when the rhymes come out, so tight, I might.
Flip the verse into a deadly, semi-automatic curse.
I might, flip the song, from right to wrong.
Into dark the spark, is already gone.
It's already gone.
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So when you walk through the streets cold, trying to make it home.
Be sure to watch your back, or at least be strapped.
Cause the streets have no fear, the pain is nearly here.
So take a breath of sweet cold air,
And take a reach for the wind in your hair.
Let it fly, but I'm already to high,
Lost in skies, but always look for who dies.
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When you walk, you gotta be strapped with a nine, all the time.
The streets are deadly, all the time, so unfriendly.
Sometimes you might unintentionally, pull the trigger,
And take the breath from me, why can't you see,
That this life is wrong, but too bad, it's already gone.
Already gone.
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So when you walk through the streets cold, trying to make it home.
Be sure to watch your back, or at least be strapped.
Cause the streets have no fear, the pain is nearly here.
So take a breath of sweet cold air,
And take a reach for the wind in your hair.
Let it fly, but I'm already to high,
Lost in skies, but always look for who dies.
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So this song is almost over,
I hope you feel much more sober,
And know that we do, rhymes all times, for less than a dime.
100 percent, we have problems paying our rent.
So we take it out on paper, for the haters and perpetrators.
To let them know, that we aren't a big show,
Just letting you hear, that were all here.
Letting the whole place know, that our minds are nearly blown.

So I'll seal my concrete love,
In my heart you're still above,
Me, and what I see,
Is that we're meant to be.
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Today, hearts were falling through the sky.
(With kisses of 'hello' and 'goodbye's)
And watching them hit the ground i felt the pain.
(Run through my veins, it will remain)
They hit and shattered,
Young hearts are clattered.
But still they keep on falling, through,
The clouds, and no one knew.
That it was for you,
And baby, I know it's true.
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So I'll seal up my concrete love,
In my mind you're still above,
Me, and what you see.
But baby, we're meant to be.
The love will fall,
And I will stall,
Waiting and hating,
Life's so frustration.
But you're worth the fall,
Cause you've got it all.
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So when you sleep tonight,
And when it feels right.
Remember the names,
Filled with pains.
Of hearts as well,
Remember the names,
Filled with pains.
Of hearts that fell,
It's all true, and we all knew,
That's nothing new, to you.
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So I'll seal up my concrete love,
In my dreams you're still above,
Me, and what you see.
But girl, we're meant to be.
The love will fall,
And I will stall,
Waiting and hating,
Life's so frustration.
But you're worth the fall,
Cause you've got it all.
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Sweet dreams, farewell,
But remember that I fell.
For you, and you knew.
That my love was true.
But no time for the kisses goodbye,
My hopes will over rise,
And bring back those lives.

Sitting, back of the ferry,
Thinking I'm not very,
Happy with my accomplishments.
Front seat of the car,
Not very far,
From paradise again, it.
Seems like forever, I'm black and blue,
But baby, It's no paradise when I'm not with you.
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I'll sit and listen to the birds,
Words unsaid, and ears unheard.
My heart is pleading, and calling your name,
The sound of it, still hurts the same.
When my, heart is back with you,
And my body is near the ocean blue.
My heart is taken,
My hopes, mistaken.
The ocean, is suppose to be paradise,
But baby it's hell, when I'm not lost in your eyes.
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My hopes will clear if you hear this song,
But if you don't, then darling I can't go on.
It's your heartbeat, that move my feet.
It's your eyes, that let me smile at horizon.
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If I ever watch you cry again,
My heart will bleed, I won't pretend.
That this is okay,
Because, everyday.
I'm bleeding,
'Cause my heart wont stop pleading.
My heart will stop beating the same,
If i don't see you again.
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Baby, can i make this right,
I'll do anything to have you in my sights.
You already know i love you more than them all,
And I know that your smile would be worth the fall.
But how can I live, without your arms,
And how can I live, through my falling stars.
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Your my star, and I'm the sky,
Stay with me, and our love will never die.

(Intro)
Wake up, rise and shine,
I sure hope that you feel alive.
Cause, today's, gonna be the same,
The same life that comes again and again.
--- (Verse 1)
You walk, take a shower,
Walk the streets in half an hour,
And buy something you don't even need,
Just a desperate cry that, you need to be seen.
Walk home, talk to friends,
Was it really worth it, in the end.
Your moneys gone, and you're feeling alone,
Even though you are, you don't want to be, at home.
--- (Chorus)
So talk to friends,
'Cause they'll be there, right to the, end,
You're not wasting your time, you're just feeling alive, again
Talk to them,
Just because, they're, your, friends.
I'm just passing the time, as I speak in a rhyme, again.
--- (Verse 2)
Hanging out is cool,
But don't skip school.
'Cause education matters,
(You're a continental clatter.)
People call names,
But no change.But it doesn't matter,
('Cause young lives will shatter.)
So hang out with friends, till the end,
And don't pretend, they will,
Send away, cause everyday,
They're waiting for you,
And if you didn't know, that''s nothing new.
--- (Verse 3)
But don't forget, with no regret,
That your friends are here, today,
And with every word you say,
Don't screw it up, I'll,
(Don't screw it up I'll)
I'll find a way to make them say,
What they mean to me,
(What they mean to me)
Can they see, that they made me, into everything i want to be.
--- (Chorus)
So talk to friends,
'Cause they'll be there, right to the, end,
You're not wasting your time, you're just feeling alive, again
Talk to them,
Just because, they're, your, friends.
Just pass the time, as you speak in a rhyme, pretend.
--- (Verse 4)
That you don't have talent,
'Cause they know that's a lie.
As they cast their ballots,
You cant say that you didn't try.
--- (Pickup)
So talk to friends,
'Cause they'll be there, right to the, end,
You're not wasting your time,
I'm just speaking my rhymes!
'Cause I'll do what i want to do,
The words I said, and no one knew, that,
That if i sat here all day, to write,
My friends would all, slip away, that's right.
--- (Verse 5)
And to all my friends that stuck by my side,
I promise to you, I'll make this right.
I'm sorry, I'm full of regret,
And my mind is, so upset.
I'll apologize, and I'll sympathize,
To my pathetic, simple petty, life.

Today, is your last day breathing,
Fog is out, your eyes are seeing,
Clouds, in bigger piles,
Clouds that stretch on for miles.
The sun is rising now,
You'll make this better somehow.
But every day it ends,
In tragedy, you pretend.
That life doesn't matter,
Till your world, starts to shatter.
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Your feet will fail your legs,
Your heart will shatter, in many ways.
But this is only the start,
With the climbing beating of your heart.
The air is damp and cold,
Your story is untold.
Your feel like your falling,
But you will face them all, and,
This day wont end in peace,
But it will take a piece, of me.
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The dark, the cold,
My facial features are sold.
This wind wont bring me down,
Dark cries, we'll hear the sound,
We're crawling out of the dark,
With no life, no single spark.
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The streets are dead at night,
Walk the middle of road, no cars in sight.
Your feeling down,
I swear, I'll bring this around.
Cause no one feels my pain,
In the very same way.
I still have words to say.
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The dark, the cold,
My facial features are sold.
This wind wont bring me down,
Dark cries, we'll hear the sound,
We're crawling out of the dark,
With no life, no single spark.
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My eyes grow tired,
But my bods shaking, its wired.
In so many ways,
It last for days.
I see my breath in the air,
A piece of love, please wont you spare.
To this old beaten heart,
That's been, rotting from the start,
Of everything.
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The dark, the cold,
My facial features are sold.
This wind wont bring me down,
Dark cries, we'll hear the sound,
We're crawling out of the dark,
With no life, no single spark.
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And with no respect,
I'll change my words, all my subjects.
To something so different,
From the words i meant.
I'll change it to love,
When is falling all above.
Our hearts will never learn,
Play with fire and you'll get burned.
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The dark, the cold,
These lines are sold.
My mind will bring me down,
When happiness is all around.