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Behind the words from sealed lips
this unsteady legs follow lines
from a map that's been wrecked , burned and stepped on
victim of all feeling except those indicating love
Confused even about a single step
far from reaching a place where the golden season never changes
Stuck behind this locked door where all the little nothings are mine

I've been given a medal for conditioning my anger
in dosages small enough so it doesn't burst veins
I've been crowned a king of a land
that's never to be discovered
I am the champion of all good looking girls
that already have been won
And i am to kind not to be exposed
yet to cruel to ever belong

I officially don't care anymore about
your anticipations of good nights, long talks
about my favorite pair of eyes
and bad times spend in warm arms
I forgot how to believe in all those perfect lines
so leaving you behind is exactly what I need

I've been awarded hundred restless nights for scribing down vague poems
composed of random words so no one will know that loneliness kills
I've been owner-ed with the highest hill
so I can show everyone the best way to fall
Of all the good looking girls I'm in love in my aching chest
because they're the only that know truly what I mean
And I am to blessed not to try float above water
yet to cursed to ever make it across
So leaving this behind is exactly what I need

So leaving this behind is exactly what I need
No one is concert about me , so you also mustn't be ( background )
If in spoken words you're the only one that believes in me
then in unsaid deed's believe in me ( sung 6 times )

I need that simple summer full of the air that's to complicated to breath
I need the smell of the crushing waves under the clear moon
I need the sound of the quiet breeze the cool sand between my toes
shared with the other you that burns scars as deep as my bones
I need this other burns to tell the stories they were always meant to tell

I need this even though I need you more then a second chance to live
I need you more then everything

I need the crazy winter buried in the snow that calms my urge to scream
I need the rush of the cracking fire, the wooden floor covered in warm sheaths and her soft skin
I need those words and lines pourin out so this moment would become pleasant memories
I need to miss it all so I can become strong enough to show you
I believe in those long nights and your eyes

I need this even though I need you more then a second chance to live
I need this more then everything

So farewell
I hope we do well
Forgive me, but I won't show myself
but I'll make you a promise
I'll meet you again after years pass
Until then, It's a date