Sorry vela! it's just harddd
lol
ok.. this is going to be a total embarrassment but once I do it (the only way that I can), maybe someone will come to the rescue
I no longer remember what I wanted
when I was crazy and young
with whom I spent entire nights
with whom I played cards, with whom I drank
And who cried for me
when I'd pronounce the end *
Maybe there, where I'm going now, paradise awaits for me.
Now an ugly** boat is driving me along a fat sea
Po provi mu restu frizi, a timun mi uvik bizi***
Where I would like to go and where I'm not supposed to go
The sea has chosen the way.
In the end, I have to tell you that I already almost see the end
That the waves are getting bigger and that it doesn't look like paradise to me
Only old shipwrecks plunged into the bottom
So the things that I wanted, what I was able to do for years
are no longer it (the right thing)
HELP:

*my translation is a pure guess cause I have no clue what that means

**NOT sure
*** haven't got a vaguest idea except that something is escaping from him at the end of that line