Small message

[shadain]

Anyone who can help me, I'll be very grateful.
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Sweetheart, I want to apologize for that little jealous rage. I know you too sometimes feel a little jealous, and it's only natural, especially when we are so far apart... I can promise you, I had NEVER before felt that. I suppose I had never wanted someone so much before, so you are completely new to me in that sense. But even thought I knew you were joking, I felt as if someone were trying to tear out my heart without permission, I said to myself, "he is kidding", but all the same, I could feel the blood in my cheeks, not angry, but fearing you might go after someone else.... But I will trust you, canim, the way you are trusting me. I know you will never hurt me like that, because you promised it, and I know your promises are solid and so are mine, askim. I love you.

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Thanks.... Little jealousy fit.

[wisalias]

Originally Posted by shadain

Anyone who can help me, I'll be very grateful.
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Sweetheart, I want to apologize for that little jealous rage. I know you too sometimes feel a little jealous, and it's only natural, especially when we are so far apart... I can promise you, I had NEVER before felt that. I suppose I had never wanted someone so much before, so you are completely new to me in that sense. But even thought I knew you were joking, I felt as if someone were trying to tear out my heart without permission, I said to myself, "he is kidding", but all the same, I could feel the blood in my cheeks, not angry, but fearing you might go after someone else.... But I will trust you, canim, the way you are trusting me. I know you will never hurt me like that, because you promised it, and I know your promises are solid and so are mine, askim. I love you.

Canımıniçi, o küçük kıskançlık krizim için özür diliyorum. Biliyorum bazen sen de kıskanıyorsun, ki zaten bu çok doğal, özellikle biz bu kadar birbirimize uzakken... Sana yemin ederim ki daha önce HİÇ böyle hissetmemiştim. Sanırım daha önce kimseyi bu kadar çok istemedim, o yüzden bu duyguyu bana ilk yaşatan sensin. Ama senin şaka yaptığını bilsem de, sanki biri izinsiz bir şekilde kalbimi sökmeye çalışıyor gibi hissettim. "Dalga geçiyor" dedim ama bir yandan da yanaklarıma kan geldiğini hissettim. Kızgınlıktan değildi, ama bir başkasına gidebileceğinden korktum. Fakat sana güveneceğim canım, senin bana güvendiğin gibi. Biliyorum ki sen beni asla böyle üzmezsin, çünkü bana bir söz verdin ve sözlerinin, benimkiler gibi, güvenilir olduğunu biliyorum aşkım. Seni seviyorum.
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Thanks.... Little jealousy fit.

I think there are more jealous people in the forum now... what a love... hope everyone can find sth like this (or like mine )

[shadain]

Thanks again.... I don't know what came over me, I had never been jealous before in my life!! i must really love this guy!! Hahaha... thanks!!!

[wisalias]

Originally Posted by shadain

Thanks again.... I don't know what came over me, I had never been jealous before in my life!! i must really love this guy!! Hahaha... thanks!!!

you're welcome.. how lucky you are then....