it's here.by the way,he's telling that he was trying to forget his lover but suddenly she came back,and now he is really confused.that'S all i can say
Hangi rüzgar attı seni
-which wind sent u
Niye döndün ki geri
-why did u come back
Kimseler seni sevmedi mi ?
-nobody loved u?
Umduğun gibi deli deli
-like u wished,madly
Küllenip giderken acılar
-while the pains were fading away
Kendi kendime yaşamaya
-living by myself
Donmuş bir göz yaşı gibi
-like a frozan tear
Akmayan şu yaşantıma
-to my life which is not flowing
Alışıyordum, öğreniyordum
-i was getting used to,i was learning
Savaşıyordum, kusura bakma başarıyordum
-i was fighting,pardon me i was successing
Aklım buz gibi yanına koştu
-my mind ran to u like a ice
Ellerim ellerine kaçtı
-my hands went to urs
Bu ziyaret amacını aştı
-this visit has been out of its aim
Kaderim yolundan şaştı
-my fate is on the wrong way
Yüreğim bana karşı çıktı
-my heart opposed to me
Karışmam bu iş beni aştı
-i dont interfere,this event goes beyond me
Olan oldu ateşini yaktı
-what's done is done,she lighted her fire
Yine aklım çok karıştı
-my mind is again so confused