translating a poem??

[aimz-90]

hey, i made this poem. && would love someone to translate it. maybe i dont think it would be much of a poem in turkish:P lol!! thanks!


things change, and things are never going to be the same again
we lost trust,faith and love and its nothing anymore.
why cant time take me back to where it first started? where that single step started to GROW. when our love became lovers. and together forever seemed so perfect and great. that we even forgot what the future might bring. the struggles it has. and then perfect felt like not so perfect anymore. everything started to change. and nothing would ever replace what happend in the end. it is now less then perfect. nothing i can see can change what we had. and the mistakes we both made. and now i notice... its never going to happen again. So i sit here and think.. what will life bring me in.. 5 years? 10 will i be without you? and thats when i think about you. and all the memorys we shed. everything we talked about before we where dead and now i no what my job is.. too quit this love and try and get over this. its hard enough to see, and try to convince in me. we are not meant to be. we where never so perfect and ''we'' was just a fantasy that we tryed to make reality... i no we ended. i no we failed. but isnt it better being loved then not loved at all? all the hurt is fading so slowly. and the tears are vanishing now. i could not handle losing you before but i think i can now. with what happend with us and i stopped questioning now, what could of been. Now its the future and its my shot. im going to make everyday count as it was my last. yyou only live once and thats what im going to do. im not going to forget you. love? you cant forget!! i will always remember you. and everything we shared you no ive always loved you. but in the future it will be dead. Xoxo...