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10th Class
A girl was sitting next to me at the english class..She was my best friend.I was looking at her hair like silk, I wanted her to be mine...But she didn't regard me as what I regarded her.I knew this.After the class, she
wanted the notes because of that she didn't come the other day While I was giving her the notes, she thanked me and kissed my cheek.I wanted her to know that I didn't want her only as a friend.I loved her very
much but I couldn't say.I don't know why but I felt very ashamed.
11th Class
My phone rang.It was her who called up, she was crying.She told me how love broke her heart, she invited me to her house, she told that she didn't want to be left alone, I went, of course.I sat down next to her, I
started to look at her nice eyes and I wished her to be mine.After 2 hours, a movie of Drew Barrymore started and we watched it.After watching the movie, she decided to sleep.She thanked me and kissed my cheek.I
wanted her to know that I didn't want her only as a friend.I loved her very much but I couldn't say.I don't know why but I felt very ashamed.
Son Sınıf
1 day ago from the graduation ball she came to my side and she said "My boyfriend is ill, he isn't going to come to the ball", I didn't have a darling and we promised to eachother at the 7th class.If we don't have
darlings, we'd go to the ball together."As the best friends.And we went to the ball together, that night was very nice, everything was all right, after the ball I dropped her at her house, I looked at her in front of the
door.She looked at me with her nice eyes by smiling.I wanted her to be mine...But she didn't regard me as what I regarded her, I knew this, she told me that she had spent the best time of her life, she kissed my
cheek.I wanted her to know that I didn't want her only as a friend.I loved her very much but I couldn't say.I don't know why but I felt very ashamed.
Days, weeks, months passed and the graduation day came... I always looked at her, I watched her excellent body.While she was going to the stage to get her diploma, she was like an angel on the sky.I wanted her to
be mine...But she didn't regard me as what I regarded her.I knew this.Before everyone went home, she came to my side and hugged me by crying, then she put her head on my shoulder and she said "You're my
best friend, thanks", and kissed my cheek. yanağımdan öptü.I wanted her to know that I didn't want her only as a friend.I loved her very much but I couldn't say.I don't know why but I felt very ashamed.
Years passed from then till now...
I'm in a church and I'm watching her marriage ceremony...Yes, she was getting married, I watched her to say "Yes, I accept", to enter her new life.As married with another man.I wanted her to be mine...But she didn't
regard me as what I regarded her.I knew this.Before she entered her new life, she came to my side and said "You came to my marriage ceremony, thanks.".She kissed my cheek.I wanted her to know that I didn't want
her only as a friend.I loved her very much but I couldn't say.I don't know why but I felt very ashamed.
Years passed very quickly...
Now I'm looking at the grave of the girl who was my best friend at one time...While her objects was being gathered, her diary that she wrote at the night school years, came out.I took her diary immediately.The lines
I read on it, are those:
... 'I wisher him to be mine by looking at his eyes... But she didn't regard me as what I regarded her.I knew this.I wanted her to know that I didn't want her only as a friend.I loved her very much but I couldn't say.I
don't know why but I felt very ashamed.If only he had told me that he loved me.
Be late for nothing in life.At any price...even if it's to lose her/him.....
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