Gülay - Ahirim sensin

[NPazarka]

Could someone translate this song please? Thanks in advance.

Cahildim dünyanın dengine kandım
Hayale aldandım boşuna yandım
Seni ilalebet benimsin sandım
Ölürüm sevdiğim zehirim sensin
Evvelim sen oldun ahirim sensin

Garibim can yakıl gönül kırmanır
Senden ayrı ben bir mekan kurbanı
Daha bir gönüle ikrar vermedim
Batınım sen oldun zahirim sensin

[ilkin]

from neşet ertaş

Cahildim dünyanın rengine kandım
Hayale aldandım boşuna yandım
Seni ilelebet benimsin sandım

i was ignorant, i was deceived by the color of the world
i was fooled by imagination, i burned in vain
i thought you'd be mine forever


Ölürüm sevdiğim zehirim sensin
Evvelim sen oldun ahirim sensin

i die, my love, you're my poison
you were my beginning, you're my end


Sözüm yok şu benden kırıldığına
Gidip başka dala sarıldığıma
Gönlüm inanmıyor ayrıldığına

i have nothing to say about that you were offended by me
(and) went to cling to another branch (ie, arm)
my heart doesn't believe that you left


Gözyaşım sen oldun kahirim sensin
Evvelim sen oldun ahirim sensin

you were my tears, you're my destroyer/oppressor
you were my beginning, you're my end


Garibim can yıkıp gönül kırmadım
Senden ayrı ben bir mekan kurmadım
Daha bir gönüle ikrar vermedim

i, the forlorn, didn't ruin life, didn't break heart
i didn't build a place without you
i never gave promise to a heart


Batınım sen oldun zahirim sensin
Evvelim sen oldun ahirim sensin

you were my inside, you're my outside
you were my beginning, you're my end

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according to the quran (57:3), evvel, ahir, zahir and batın (الاول و الآخر و الظاهر و الباطن) are attributes (names) of god. it seems that they're attributed to a woman in the lyrics.

[NPazarka]

Thanks again.

[ilkin]

you're welcome.