mahsun kirmizgul - yikilmadim

hey everyone, i'm not sure if thats exactly the name of the song but i know mahsun sings it! I just love it and need english translation please! thanks!

yokluklara göðüs gerdim
hep sabrettim ader dedim
açýlarla çilelerle
bu günüme böyle geldim

yýkýlmadým ayaktayým
dertlerimle baþbaþayým
zalimlere kötülere
yenilmedim buradayým

yýkýlmadým.. açýlardan
yýkýlmadým.. yoksulluktan
yýkýlmadým.. yalnýzlýktan
yýkýlmadým.. yýkýlmadým
yýkýlmadým.. hilelerden
yýkýlmadým.. sensizlikten
yýkýlmadým.. bu dertlerden
yýkýlmadým.. yýkýlmadým

sonu gelmez yarýnlarda
açýlarla doluyum ben
her þarkýda hüzünlenen
o hasretin oðluyum ben
her þarkýda duygulanan
o hasretin oðluyum ben

sonu gelmez yarýnlarda
açýlarla doluyum ben arkadaþ
her þarkýda hüzünlenen
ben o hasretin ben o gurbetin
ben o topraðýn oðluyum arkadaþ

yýkýlmadým ayaktayým
dertlerimle baþbaþayým
zalimlere kötülere
ve de þerefsizlere
yenilmedim buradayým

yokluklara göðüs gerdim ??
i stretch out my chest in absences
hep sabrettim ader dedim ??
always waiting to see
açýlarla çilelerle
the pain and suffering
bu günüme böyle geldim
this day, this is how i come
yýkýlmadým ayaktayým
i wont fall to my feet
dertlerimle baþbaþayým
i'll face my problems head to head
zalimlere kötülere
the cruel ones, the horrible ones
yenilmedim buradayým
i will become like new here

yýkýlmadým.. açýlardan
i wont break down... from pain
yýkýlmadým.. yoksulluktan
i wont fall apart... from destitution
yýkýlmadým.. yalnýzlýktan
i wont break down... from loneliness
yýkýlmadým.. yýkýlmadým

yýkýlmadým.. hilelerden
i wont break down...from deceit
yýkýlmadým.. sensizlikten
i wont fall apart...from being without you
yýkýlmadým.. bu dertlerden
i wont break down...from these problems
yýkýlmadým.. yýkýlmadým
i wont fall apart, i wont fall apart
sonu gelmez yarýnlarda
if the end of tomorrow didn't come
açýlarla doluyum ben
if i was full of pain
her þarkýda hüzünlenen
if every song was full of sadness
o hasretin oðluyum ben
i long for her like a child
her þarkýda duygulanan
every song gave emotions
o hasretin oðluyum ben ??
i'd long for her like a child

sonu gelmez yarýnlarda
if the end of tomorrow didn't come
açýlarla doluyum ben arkadaþ
if i was full of pain my friend
her þarkýda hüzünlenen
every song was full of sadness
ben o hasretin ben o gurbetin
i long for her, she is my "home away from home"
ben o topraðýn oðluyum arkadaþ
she is my earth, i am a child my friend

yýkýlmadým ayaktayým
i wont fall to my feet
dertlerimle baþbaþayým
i'll face my problems head to head
zalimlere kötülere
the cruel ones, the horrible ones
ve de þerefsizlere
and also the honorless
yenilmedim buradayým
i will become like new here

If it has a ?? it means i am not sure about the translation. Other then that i hope you enjoy the lyrics, I did my best. Hopefully someone can edit if some parts are incorrect : )