Zen - Şerefe translation please

hi, can someone translate Zen - Şerefe ?? thanks in advance.
i would paste turkish lyrics but i couldnt find them

Derdimden kederimden ağladım durdum
I cried non-stop because of my trouble and sadness
Gonca güldüm bahtım kara açmadan soldum
I was a rose,my fate is black,so I was faded before I bloom
Gözümün nuruydun canımdın sırtımdan vurdun
You were the light of my eye,you were my heart,you hit me from my back(you cheated me)
canımı alsaydın be zalim perişan oldum.
I wish you had taken my spirit,I became very upset

Yaralı aşklara kara sevdalara kaldırdım kadehi içiyorum
For broken loves,for passionate loves,I raise my glass,I'm drinking
Şerefine be zalim dünya dert çekiyorum
To your health cruel world!I'm in trouble

Derdimden kederimden deliye döndüm
I became mad because of my trouble,my sadness
Efkarım yaktı kavurdu kederimden öldüm
My sadness burnt me,I died because of my sadness
Gözümün nuruydun canımdın sırtımdan vurdun
You were the light of my eye,you were my heart,you cheated me
Canımı alsaydın be hain perişan oldum
I wsih you had taken my spirit,I became very upset

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