Hem Cemalin Gosterip Cekmek Olur Mu Kendini

Merhaba everyone,
I'm the american 'ud player that has posted a few sarki songs before, here is another one if some of you can help with the translation...i love to play and sing this song but i need the clear meaning...tesshekur ederiz!
Amos

Hem Cemalin Gosterip Cekmek Olur Mu Kendini,
boyle askin istirabi oldurur her dem beni
goster allah askina bir kerre olsun handeni
kacma gel ey sivekaram kalbim ozler hep seni

Hem cemalin gösterip çekmek olur mu kendini
Böyle aşkın ızdırabı öldürür her dem beni
Göster Allah aşkına bir kez olsun handeni
Kaçma gel ey şivekarım kalbim özler hep seni


you show your beauty and then pull yourself back (*)
pain of such a love kills me every moment
show your smile even once for god's sake
don't run away, come, o my flirt, my heart always misses you.

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(*) olur mu?: this expression has a broad range of meanings in this context and almost all boils down to don't do it.

Ilkin efendim,
thank you again for your help, i cannot say how much i am grateful for your time and effort.
i wish you all blessings,
amos

ne demek, efendim, her zaman. thank you for your good wishes.