here u go
My life / Benim Hayatim
The ones who see me from distant think that i am happy / Uzaktan görenler mesut saniyor
They dont know that my eyes cry everyday / Bilmezler gözlerim her gün agliyor
The unceasing wound inside me bleeds / içimde dinmeyen yaram kaniyor
My life turned into uncertainty / Bir meçhule döndü benim hayatim
I live the night, my sun doesnt rise / Geceyi yasarim dogmaz günesim
My burning fire has been covered in ashes untimely / Zamansiz küllendi yanan atesim
I dont know if my getting away will last till tomorrow / Yarina çikarmi bilmem gidisim
My life faded untimely / Zamansiz sarardi benim hayatim
My life faded too early / Mevsimsiz sarardi benim hayatim
It is like i am dim under the lights / Isiklar altinda sönmüs gibiyim
I am someone lonely among my friends / Dostlarim içinde yalniz biriyim
It is like i entered unknown ways / Bilinmez yollara girmis gibiyim
Where will my life end / Nerede bitecek benim hayatim
I am tired, i am sorrowful, heart cant bear it / Yorgunum dertliyim yürek dayanmaz
Even if i say i am unhappy, noone believes it / Mutsuzum desemde kimse inanmaz
I am longing for the past, *it cant be lived like this ( *i cant live like this) / Maziyi ararim böyle yasanmaz
My life is unbearable suffering / Çekilmez çiledir benim hayatim
In generosity and helping others be like a river...
In anger and fury be like dead...
In tolerance be like sea...
Either appear as you are, or be as you look...