short text please from turkish into english!

hello. can anyone please help me with a translation.

here is the text.

senin kiymetini bilemedim,
bu yuzden kendimi cezalandiracagim..
Zorda olsa unutup "**** off" diyip gececegim,
bunlari hak ettigimi dusunuyorum,
cok sevdim gonlumden sevdim,
evli olsam karimdan basanacak kadar sevdim seni)
cok sevdim ama aptalmisim ki sevmesini bilemedim..
omur boyu unutmulmus biri olmak istiyorum)

senin kiymetini bilemedim,=You didnt know it's value
bu yuzden kendimi cezalandiracagim.. =Thats why i'll punish my self...
Zorda olsa unutup "**** off" diyip gececegim,=Even if it will be hard..ill just pass thru sayng ''.....of)
bunlari hak ettigimi dusunuyorum, =İ think i deserve all this
cok sevdim gonlumden sevdim,=İ loved...i loved from my bohtom(bothom of my heart
evli olsam karimdan basanacak kadar sevdim seni)=İf i was married i could had divorced my wife for you...thats how much ive loved you
cok sevdim ama aptalmisim ki sevmesini bilemedim.. =i loved you verry much...but i was stupid ...i didnt know how to love(show love)
omur boyu unutmulmus biri olmak istiyorum)=i wanna beforever just a forgoten one(a memory)


soo sad....

raluka!
thank you for your translation. thats really pretty sad...
who wrote this...a woman or a man?
cause for sure its sombody that is brokenhearted, right?

oh my mistake ...he would even leave his wife.....so its a man
sorry

you're welcom sweety......