Hi everyone,
Critiques will be much appreciated. Thanx! - xoxo

Whenever it feels like pain,
Whenever it feels like the end
Rain comes fallin down again
And I've got you crawling under my skin.
So I open the door to wash it away
But sorrow flew right through me
To know each tear before it came.
Quiet now,
This world's paralyzed in silence
And here I stand empty handed
Waiting for you to come to life
Outscreaming everlasting lies.

Too much to hold for, too much to learn about
Just paranoid that I might lose
To twisted thoughts I got from you.
You got blood in your hands, all over the floor
But I'm breathing still, I am human still
And you ran out of excuses to say
See, you made myself this way!
Now I want you to know what I see
The reasons why I failed to be,
The reasons why you're falling so deep.
The ugly truth lies inside,
So hold your breath to breathe with me.

Happiness was just a lie
But I kept laughing at the rain
As you came crawling under me again!
Your whispers echoed in my mind again!
As my clothes soaked in fear again,
Made your words too loud to hear again!
I held my eyes shut to find we're all guilty
Not being all we could.
Look at yourself and tell me
Who's to take the blame:
You, for having created
Me, for having been made?