i've given you my life.
ive done this without a strife.
ive cried out my eyes.
ive bled cause these lies.
ive become fragile like glass.
ive never felt like clouds wont pass.
until now, ive been pro-active.
until now, ive been refractive.
now ive lost my passion.
now ive lost all compassion.
and im lossing all hope.
and yet some say im like a pope.
that i save people, thats my gift.
that is my one desire, but it might shift.
my veil is gone, strewn from my eyes.
my insight is great, it now flies.
but ive realized i leave a wake.
that i make the ground shake.
that behind me is pain.
that behind me is shame.
that all my life.
ive fxcked up everything.
and i still am yet to change.
to not take away mine own happyness.