Looking back, there's so many things i'd change,
i can't help but wonder where i'd be now.
Regrets fill my mind, i'm becoming dead inside,
with nothing but hope to guide my future.
I can't turn back the time i've spent,
i can't write the wrongs and evade the mistakes,
my mind, my heart, my dreams,
they're all i have now.

So lost, so confused,
i grasp on the small chance of hope that lies infront of me,
because it's the only thing that's keeping me leaving,
leaving the ones i call friends, the place i call home.
I wish i could take it all back, but it's so hopeless.

I could of listened, i should of listened,
too strung up in my desires and wants,
i was nothing but deaf to the words of warning,
now i'll pay the price with every second of my life,
till i lay still forever, un-affected by this world.

It's all a dream i tell myself, over and over
this can't be true, this isn't reality,
i just want to open my eyes to the early morning,
and realise this was only a nightmare,
but this is now me.


I need to find my escape,
a way to forget it all, even for a moment,
a moment of solitude that will last forever,
but now all that paves the ground is sadness,
with no compass, and no direction,
i'm lost within these walls of my mind.

and now the time has come to say goodbye,
quiet nights and dreams of places far and wide,
this isn't where i belong, this life isn't meant for me,
i'll travel the road and find my home,
empty streets and endless oceans. I know,
i know there's a place for me out there.