Been qone for a while. Hopefully I still qot it . . .

I've been slackin', maybe I miqht be even slippin'. . .
But, If I try even harder then Ill qet my sh*t to nippin'. . .
I need some tips, maybe jus' to remind me of who I once was,
Help me out, I need some help to find me, Im lost. . .Because,
My life has ruined, nd' fallen to many shattered pieces,
Can I qet myself back up ? Nd' start my life with no reefa's. . .
With more stuff in this life needed to be a man, livin' up in this damn,
With out a helpin' hand, dam. . .
It really was'nt my fault, that It was dealt with. . .
Got the forth chance done, now Im dead at the last fifth. . .
B*tches on me, like the day is comin' to end,
Tell em' "B*tch back up, I needa' rest for atleast 10"