sobriety

Sobriety
I contemplate,
but why, if I, may ask? I could give a **** less
If you where my life
then why, do I, still exchange oxygen for words?
and what about these lackluster conversations
and futile thoughts,
about
your presence fraternizing between my tongue
and my mouth

I've givin us, a second thought
yes, of course, more than once
but the hands still land
half past lonely
with thirty minutes between
this bottle of liqueur
and a sad excuse for a lovely memory

Another dawn breaks
another day without your ****ing face
but why, if I, may ask? I could give a **** less
I've rendered myself motionless
due to side effects
of the pain I've drank
away
Left with the thoughts of
go
and the shame of
stay

I've givin us, a second thought
yes, of course, more than once
but the hands still land
half past lonely
with thirty minutes between
this bottle of liqueur
and a sad excuse for a lovely memory

**** all these songs about epiphanies
These lyrics never really meant
that much to me

I've givin us, a second thought
yes, of course, more than once
but the hands still land
half past lonely
with thirty minutes between
this bottle of liqueur
and a sad excuse for a lovely memory

I'll leave you with more to figure out
than a shady depiction
of the reality and the thoughts I think about,
love
(L) is for lies, the kind that break through all the signs
(O) is for oblivious, to all the bullshit with no regrets
(V) is for vanity, of the opposites, that never attract, yet no one sees
and is (E) is for the eloquencey, of the dreamers filled with it's naivity
so please, heed this message
and allow your last heart break
to be your first lesson,
never let love be your bet
cause bets can go either way
and never bet that love will let
a heart go underplayed