Falling Apart

Ill be fine
Overly ambitions
But I'll be fine
And make all my wishes
I'll set aside
A world full of bliss's
Cause I know
That there's something
I am missin
I know that there's something
Missin
"chorus"
I'm trying to be
Something I'm not
And I'm trying to see
What I forgot
When there's nothing but hope
In my heart
I got to know
Why i am falling apart
Falling apart

I say that I'll be fine
And live my life like a fine wine
And I'll know why
I'm still alive
Even if I can't find the time
I'll rewrite my life
To make it sound like I was right
Even when I'm lost in my own trite
Caught in the thickness
Of my past life
chorus"
I'm trying to be
Something I'm not
And I'm trying to see
What I forgot
When there's nothing but hope
In my heart
I got to know
Why i am falling apart
I got to know why
I am Falling apart
I don't know why
I'm falling apart

Lost in the echo
Of my past life
Holding on
By something in hindsight
I'm running to see
If I can believe
That my life is just a bad dream
But I never seem
To wake up from this night mare
I feel like a piece of meat cooked rare
So much blood I feel scared
chorus"
I'm trying to be
Something I'm not
And I'm trying to see
What I forgot
When there's nothing but hope
In my heart
I got to know
Why i am falling apart
Falling apart

Love the chorus,also like;
To wake up from this nightmare
I feel like a piece of meat cooked rare

John,you did it again,good stuff!It's very,Johnb31ish

I wrote this one awhile ago and I thought it was a C song but I read it today and was like there is something here so I reworked it a bit and here we are lol. I wrote the line you are talking about today. This song is pretty much who I am with a little bit of imagination sprinkled in.

Basically dying while reading this. Because your perfect, ok. :-)