Its a rap verse i wrote, possibly my favorite so far..

chorus (written and sung by a friend included so you could see what i was playing off of in my verse):
wait, there is more to this, i can feel it in the air
wait, there is more to this, interfered affair
ill wait ill wait ill wait
ill wait ill wait ill wait
for you

Verse:

smile turned down to frown as i glanced around the table
family friends all having fun i wasnt able
felt like cain enraged by betrayal
this wasnt family ties still i wanted to cut the cable

but they gable gripped on to the strings at my core
blood treats me like a puppet leaves me feening for more
i put on a brave face every time that im with them
cause i love em all the same and i dont want to play the victim

but i can feel my heart beat pounding out my chest
half of it disgust and half of it duress
and half of it melancholy laced with distrust
no limit to the holes it could hold at my behest

i can still recall the moment i could feel it peel apart
and i heard that when its broken only time can heal a heart
so today i lay to waste tommorows just a little ways away
till then ill close my eyes and ill wait ill wait ill wait