I hate and loathe puzzles
They always laugh in my face
Life is a mystery and a struggle
Maybe I don't have what it takes

I've been courting disaster
And recklessly making love with liability
There is no happily ever after
I'm just surviving to the best of my ability

This paradox gets so old
Yet there's no way out of it
Over and over I've been told
We're born into a defecit

I've been courting disaster
And recklessly making love with liability
There is no happily ever after
I'm just surviving to the best of my ability

With humility
In futility

Courting Disaster

I get up each day and I guess
I should thank God for every detail
But this feels too much like a test
And I feel like I was destined to fail
I should thank God for each new day
But each day seems like a war
This hollowness isn't going away
And so I don't even pray anymore

I've been courting disaster
And recklessly making love with liability
There is no happily ever after
I'm just surviving to the best of my ability

With humility
In futility

Courting Disaster