The Suicidal Mind

Verse 1
I don't care about anyone
Don't even care about myself
Spent a lot of time on my own
Thought about the hardships and pain I've endured
Many of the wounds still hurt till this day
I'd do anything to make them go away
My life is a nightmare that frightens me
And I feel like I'm trapped in it

Verse 2
Lecturing and finger pointing will not change how I feel
Don't want advice, don't want a friend
Got more than I can take going on in my end
By the second I lose energy
I have no strength to fight all that I'm feeling
I've always been my own worst enemy
I'm going to lose the war against myself

Bridge
I'm not being impulsive
Thought about it endlessly
This is the way it has to be
And it will be done by me

Chorus 1
Bad memories resurface
Then I completely shut down
Killing myself is natural, so I'll do it

Chorus 2
Bad memories resurface
Then I completely shut down
Killing myself is rational, so I'll do it
Bad memories resurface
The voice within me speaks louder
Killing myself is rational, so I'll do it

Written by B. (Wednesday, November 16, 2005)
Copyright 2005