hi there ,
i have a personal letter in english i wish to be in romanian..
my very little knowledge of the language is poor..and translate machines online are a real hell!..nothing is translated complete right!
its a very personal letter but i'm sharing it here in hope someone can help me translate it.
its important for me because its written for a romanian man in my life i care about deeply.
here is the text:
i am sorry for my distance the last time at my place.
i realize now its also my fault.
we both have complicated lives
.i don't blame you for my behaviour.
,its crazy but i feel your scars in life as if they were my own,
That is how i experience all this.
Love or not love ,is not the point.
What matters is,that two people connect and feel comfortable with eachother.
I sense that you missed out on a lot of love in life and maybe I did too.
Don’t blame me for caring for you ,because it comes naturally.
I too make mistakes,but I honoustly tell you what I think even if you don’t like.
But better to be cincere than lie I think.
Maybe you are threatend sometimes because of the strongness of it all.
Sometimes people come into our lives for a reason.
I don’t know why but its true.
I think its to learn but above all, to be consious of it.
All this above I say because whenever we come close we both kick eachother away,over and over.
We play this game for 6 months afraid of what we may feel
Me personal it hurts honoustly,it hurts when i look in your eyes and see your glance change into emptyness.
Maybe it hurts to see that you have given up on love in your life.
And maybe I do too ,but still there is this voice inside that says : open your heart and cherish the people who do care.
All I’m saying is,dare to open up because you are missing out on a lot of good things in life,besides .............
I know because I too have my strange ways of behaving.
Because of our language problems I was urged to tell you this.
Nothing is more frustrating than wanting to tell and not know how.
I am sorry to tell you all this but its in my blood to be open-hearted.
I hope some day you’ll appreciate it .
I don’t want to be in war with you.
I see your good sides eventhough you cover them.
There is a song of madonna,saying: The devil wouldn't recognize you,but I DO
You know what I mean ,we both are not stupid and very experienced in life.
I am a passionate woman in every way you can think of.
This is why I have to express all this.
And I know you are a man who doesn’t want speak so much .
So now you don’t have to.
You must know i understand you.
Yesterday I acted coldhearted and I regret it.
Deep inside I wanted to embrace you and be embraced.
Just that little moment of peace .
And thats just what we both need in these crazy lives of ours,Fery.
Peace .
Love always tamara
THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR THE PERSON WHO WANTS TO PUT HIS/HER TIME IN THIS ...IT WOULD REALLY MEAN ALOT FOR ME