Looking Back

I wish it wouldn’t have had to be this way
I wish you wouldn’t have said what you did say
So many words I don’t have enough courage to speak
I sing them to you, now
Sometimes I wake up missing you but I’m not that weak
After you broke your vow

-Chorus-
Words I shouldn’t have said, things I shouldn’t have done
Spinning in my head, my sanity is gone
I don’t know why I’m looking back on that part of my life
I hid the past deep down in my soul
I’ve gone trough darkness, but I returned to the light
Because the sky didn’t let me fall

I wish you wouldn’t have had to go with her
I wish that all your promises would have mattered
So many things I don’t have the courage to do
I imagine them, now
Sometimes I wonder what it’s like, but I’m not like you
And now you broke your vow

-Chorus-
Words I shouldn’t have said, things I shouldn’t have done
Spinning in my head, my sanity is gone
I don’t know why I’m looking back on that part of my life
I hid the past deep down in my soul
I’ve gone trough darkness, but I returned to the light
Because the sky didn’t let me fall

-Bridge-
I moved on with everything I had to keep a secret
You let me down; I got up and ran away
I have to admit that now my life isn’t perfect
But I can be myself and I’m better off this way

-Chorus-
Words I shouldn’t have said, things I shouldn’t have done
Spinning in my head, my sanity is gone
I don’t know why I’m looking back on that part of my life
I hid the past deep down in my soul
I’ve gone trough darkness, but I returned to the light
Because the sky didn’t let me fall

This song is about a group I really really wanted to join, I would've done anything, but now I realized it wasn't worth changing myself for them.Now I moved on, but I still have some beautiful memories that hurt

very impressive song