All I Ever Wanted

ALL I EVER WANTED

Embedded deep in my cerebrum
Is this feeling that I'm
Indebted to my imagination
No feeling when I'm
Questioning my own existence
No healing and I'm
Abandoning all resistance

I've found something, the polar opposite of nirvana
Here I've found nothing, and that is exactly what I wanted

Hell is right there and I'm
Falling into it's arms of fire
It hurts so bad, but I'm
Sort of enjoying my own pyre

I've found something, the polar opposite of nirvana
Here I've found nothing, and that is exactly what I wanted

I don't know, haven't a clue, what I've got to do
To stop this feeling that I've been split in two
What the **** do I need to do
To lose myself and start anew?
What do I
What do I need to do?

Embedded deep in my cerebrum
Is this feeling that I'm
Indebted to my imagination
No feeling when I'm
Questioning my own existance
No healing and I'm
Abandoning all resistance

I've found something and it ain't what I expected
I've found my head, but my body still rejects it
'Cause self-appreciation isn't what I wanted
All I ever wanted is to bury myself inside my soul
All I ever wanted is to meet the reaper, pay his toll
All I ever wanted is to dig a six foot hole

I've found something, the polar opposite of nirvana
Here I've found nothing, and that is exactly what I wanted

"I've found something, the polar opposite of nirvana
Here I've found nothing, and that is exactly what I wanted"
Strongest lyrics I've seen in awhile.

Thank you, I'm very glad you like it.

i agree it is very strong... O.o i definitely would love to listen it and the phrase

"Embedded deep in my cerebrum
Is this feeling that I'm
Indebted to my imagination
No feeling when I'm
Questioning my own existance
No healing and I'm
Abandoning all resistance" and "I've found something, the polar opposite of nirvana
Here I've found nothing, and that is exactly what I wanted" are probably your best for sure i like how they flow the meanings

Haha, I'd like to listen to it, too... If only I had recording equipment.
If I ever get the oppurtunity to record my stuff (if I had a nickel for every time I said that...), this would be among the first few.