the last goodbye (first time here)

she says goodbye, he slowly dies
he feels the pain, and takes the blame
the lights fade outside
in his head he starts to cry

he sees a list of whats wrong
praying to god, it wont be long
one last voice to listen
but god he knows he'll miss them

i wish you loved me like you said you did
the pain and suffering takes over a kid
i'm just a boy, an empty void
a simple knife can take my life

help me out