THE WRONG WAY IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION (working title)

In this time, a time of need
I must take a moment to reflect
Before I make up my mind
Choose to be blind and reject
On this day, I bleed out of necessity

In my mind, a mind of greed
There’s no room for acceptance
When the prize is within my reach
Look fore and ignore past-tense
**** today, tomorrow’s much brighter

If you think I’m stupid to travel this road
You’re probably right, but still I’ll go
‘Cause nirvana may be at the end
And if not, it’s still time well spent

I love something I may never see
Envy something I may never be
Destiny can be an ugly guide
I’ve found insanity is something
Much better in which to confide

If you think I’m stupid to travel this road
You’re probably right, but still I’ll go
‘Cause nirvana may be at the end
And if not, it’s still time well spent

I like it a new story in a song i have not seen. it make sense "Wrong way in a right direction" sound very catchy for the song.
I really like the first verse and the bridge pretty much.