help please

i know this has probably already been translated into english, but i cant find it... can someone please help me with it... sorry if there are any spelling mistakes

9. sınıf
Şuan dersteyiz.. yanımda dünya güzeli bir kız oturuyor..
Yüzüne bakmaya kıyamıyorum.. onu ne kadar çok sevdiğimi bilmiyor..
O benim en yakın arkadaşım.. beni sadece arkadaşı olarak görüyor..
Nedenini bilmiyorum ama.. kendimden çok.. utaniyorum..
10. sınıf
Evdeydim.. beni arayıp erkek arkadaşıyla tartıştığını ve bana ihtiyacı olduğunu söyledi..
Sonra bize geldi.. bana sıkı sıkı sarılıp ağladı..
Şuan dizimde uyuyor.. saçlarını okşayıp o gül yüzünü doya doya seyrediyorum..
Ben onu okadar çok severken.. o beni sadece arkadaşı olarak görüyor..
Nedenini bilmiyorum ama.. kendimden çok.. utaniyorum..
11. sınıf
Mezuniyet balosu..
Onunla çocukluktan beri arkadaşız.. 8. Sınıftayken birbirimize söz vermiştik.. lise sonda Mezuniyet balosuna gidicek eşimiz olmazsa beraber gidicektik..
Beni aradı ve erkek arkadaşının hastalanıp gelemiyceğini söyledi.. ve beraber gidebilirmiyiz diye sorda..
Kabul ettim.. ve onu evinden aldım..
Balodaki en güzel kız oydu.. bembeyaz elbisesiyle.. tıpkı bir melek gibiydi..
Gece boydu dans ettik.. kollarımdayken hep aynı şeyi düsündüm.. ‘onu çok seviyorsum’ gece sonunda onu evine bıraktım.. beni yanağımdan öpüp, en iyi arkadaşı olduğumu söyledi..
Onu gerçekten çok seviyorum... ama o beni arkadaşı olarak görüyor.. ona, onu sevdiğimi nasıl söylerim..
Nedenini bilmiyorum ama.. kendimden çok.. utaniyorum..
Aradan yıllar geçti..
Şimdi o canımdan çok sevdiğim meleğimi, toprağa veriyorum..
Özel eşyalarının arasından kara kaplı bir defter çıkmış.. bana verdiler.. okuyup okumamakta kararsız kaldım.. açtım.. bu bir günlüktü.. ve bir sayfasında söyle yazıyordu..
Şuan dersteyiz.. ve yanımda dünya yakışıklısı bir çocuk oturuyor. Yüzüne bakmaya doyamıyorum.. onu ne kadar çok sevdiğimi bilmiyor..
Beni arkadaşı olarak görüyor.. erkek arkadaşım olduğu yalanını söyleyerek ve sürekli onunla ilgili yalanlar uydururak yanında olabiliyorum.. onu canımdan çok seviyorum..
Bana bir kere ‘seni seviyorum’ deseydi.. dünyalar benim olurdu..
Ben bu satırları okurken meleğimi çoktan gömdüler.. hıçkırıklarımı tutamıyorum.. gözümü mezarından alamıyorum..
Merak etme biriciğim.. ben de seni çok seviyorum..

9th class
now we're at the class.A very beautiful girl is next to me.
I'm unable to spare to look at her face..she doesn't know how much I love her.
she is my best friend..She regards me as only her friend..
I don't know why but I feel very ashamed..

10th class
I was at home..she called me up and told that she had quarreled with her boyfriend and she needed me..
then she came to my house..she hugged me tightly and cried..
now she is sleeping on my knee..I'm caressing her hair and watching her nice face..
while I love her so much, she regards me as only her friend..
I don't know why but I feel very ashamed..

11th class
the graduation ball..
we've been friends since childhood..we promised eachother while we were at the 8th class..if we don't have partners, we'd go together at the last class
she called me up and told that her boy friend wouldn't come because of that he was ill.and she asked if we could go together.
I accepted and took her from her house..
she was the most beautiful girl of the ball..with her pure-white dress..she was exactly like an angel..
we danced during the night..while she was in my arms, I always thought the same thing:"I love her very much."..in the end of the night, I took her to her house..she kissed my cheek and told that I was her best friend..
I really love her very much..but she regards me as her friend..how can I say that I love her?
I don't know why...but...I feel very ashamed..
years passed from then till now
now I'm burying my angel whom I love more than my soul..
a black notebook got out from between her private things..they gave it to me..I hesitated to read it..I opened it..it was a diary..and that was written on a page of it..

"now we are at the class..and a very handsome boy is next to me..I'm unable to spare to look at his face..he doesn't know how much I love him.."
he regards me as his friend..I can be on his side by lying about that I have a boyfriend and telling lies about him..I love him more than my soul..
if he said "I love you" to me once, I'd be very happy..

While I was reading these lines, they have already buried my angel..I can't keep my sobs..I can't take my eyes off her grave..
Don't worry, my only one..I love you very much too

thanks
i've read something similar before and i thought it was this, but i wasnt sure cos my turkish is bad :P

thanks again, i really appreciate it

not at all
I've read the other version of this, too but the other one is more beautiful..

if its not too much to ask could u post the other version up here?
theres an english version of it i can add if u'd like too

here the other version..

10th Class

A girl was sitting next to me at the english class..She was my best friend.I was looking at her hair like silk, I wanted her to be mine...But she didn't regard me as what I regarded her.I knew this.After the class, she

wanted the notes because of that she didn't come the other day While I was giving her the notes, she thanked me and kissed my cheek.I wanted her to know that I didn't want her only as a friend.I loved her very

much but I couldn't say.I don't know why but I felt very ashamed.

11th Class

My phone rang.It was her who called up, she was crying.She told me how love broke her heart, she invited me to her house, she told that she didn't want to be left alone, I went, of course.I sat down next to her, I

started to look at her nice eyes and I wished her to be mine.After 2 hours, a movie of Drew Barrymore started and we watched it.After watching the movie, she decided to sleep.She thanked me and kissed my cheek.I

wanted her to know that I didn't want her only as a friend.I loved her very much but I couldn't say.I don't know why but I felt very ashamed.
Son Sınıf

1 day ago from the graduation ball she came to my side and she said "My boyfriend is ill, he isn't going to come to the ball", I didn't have a darling and we promised to eachother at the 7th class.If we don't have

darlings, we'd go to the ball together."As the best friends.And we went to the ball together, that night was very nice, everything was all right, after the ball I dropped her at her house, I looked at her in front of the

door.She looked at me with her nice eyes by smiling.I wanted her to be mine...But she didn't regard me as what I regarded her, I knew this, she told me that she had spent the best time of her life, she kissed my

cheek.I wanted her to know that I didn't want her only as a friend.I loved her very much but I couldn't say.I don't know why but I felt very ashamed.

Days, weeks, months passed and the graduation day came... I always looked at her, I watched her excellent body.While she was going to the stage to get her diploma, she was like an angel on the sky.I wanted her to

be mine...But she didn't regard me as what I regarded her.I knew this.Before everyone went home, she came to my side and hugged me by crying, then she put her head on my shoulder and she said "You're my

best friend, thanks", and kissed my cheek. yanağımdan öptü.I wanted her to know that I didn't want her only as a friend.I loved her very much but I couldn't say.I don't know why but I felt very ashamed.

Years passed from then till now...

I'm in a church and I'm watching her marriage ceremony...Yes, she was getting married, I watched her to say "Yes, I accept", to enter her new life.As married with another man.I wanted her to be mine...But she didn't

regard me as what I regarded her.I knew this.Before she entered her new life, she came to my side and said "You came to my marriage ceremony, thanks.".She kissed my cheek.I wanted her to know that I didn't want

her only as a friend.I loved her very much but I couldn't say.I don't know why but I felt very ashamed.

Years passed very quickly...

Now I'm looking at the grave of the girl who was my best friend at one time...While her objects was being gathered, her diary that she wrote at the night school years, came out.I took her diary immediately.The lines

I read on it, are those:
... 'I wisher him to be mine by looking at his eyes... But she didn't regard me as what I regarded her.I knew this.I wanted her to know that I didn't want her only as a friend.I loved her very much but I couldn't say.I

don't know why but I felt very ashamed.If only he had told me that he loved me.

Be late for nothing in life.At any price...even if it's to lose her/him.....