My fiancee is going to be a soldier tomorrow and im with him now but id really like to write a letter for him to read his first night in the army.. if you can help id be very gratefull
Mehmet my love.. this is a hard letter to write as i didnt think you would be going - i fooled myself into believing you wouldnt have to go in that somehow our love could conquer all including the army laws.. i am going to miss you so much and dare not even start to imagine 15 months without you. these last 4 months staying with you and your family and waking up with you every morning have been amazing and im gratefull for everything- our love is rare and special and i will wait for you . i am so hurt when you ask me - will you wait for me ? - because this is a defiante you dont have to ask me. i think of our engagment party and everything we have done over these last 6 months and i have memories to last a lifetime. when im back in england i will look at your pictures which i will put on my wall beside my bed and cry. happy tears for the years to come and worry tears for my love being in the army and angry tears for being so helpless. i want to help you and if i could fight this army law for you i indefinatly would. i saw your face the day i cried at your granmothers house and it broke my heart. you are so afraid and so sad but as always your strong. i want to marry you and i want to have your chilren. when your away i will plan our wedding - you know how excited i get. lol. for you i will be strong. i love you and i will think of you every second.. every minute of every day. not only these 15 months but for the rest of life. people doubt our love because of me being english and you being turkish but weather i was japanese, chinese, african or spanish i would love you nationality means nothing in true love. for you i would do anything and i may only be 19 but this love as strong as a couple who have been married 50 years.
- remember this song i was singing for the last few weeks -
The marchin' band came down along Main Street
The soldier-blues fell in behind
I looked across and there I saw Mehmet
Waiting to go and join the line
And with her head upon his shoulder
His young and lovely fiancee
From where I stood, I saw she was crying
And through her tears I heard her say
"Mehmet, don't be a hero, don't be a fool with your life"
"Mehmet, don't be a hero, come back and make me your wife"
And as he started to go she said "Mehmet, keep your head low"
"Mehmet, don't be a hero, come back to me"
The soldier-blues were trapped on a hillside
The battle raging all around
The sergeant cried "We've got to hang on, boys"
"We got to hold this piece a'ground"
"I need a volunteer to ride up"
"And bring us back some extra men"
And Mehmet's hand was up in a moment
Forgettin' all the words she said
She said
"Mehmet, don't be a hero, don't be a fool with your life"
"Mehmet, don't be a hero, come back and make me your wife"
And as he started to go she said "Mehmet, keep your head low"
"Mehmet, don't be a hero, come back to me"
I heard his fiancee got a letter
That told how Mehmet died that day
The letter said that he was a hero
She should be proud he died that way
I heard she threw that letter away
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and as the song goes baby dont try to be a hero because in my eyes your a hero the most when your lying with your arms around me. your a hero for me when you smile at me and most of all when you speak about our future. you are my hero and i dont want you to ever feel you have to prove it.
------this song is so sweetttttt--
Although you're so many miles from me
I just want you to know I could never forget you...
Sitting here in my room alone
Got the radio on
And it's playing our song
I keep your picture beside my bed
And as I hold it so close
I keep hearing you saying
"I love you, and wherever I am I'm thinking of you"
So until you come back to me...
Send my love to you straight from the heart
Baby I miss you, baby I miss you
I feel you so near though we're so far apart
Baby I miss you, baby I miss you
Tears like rain falling from my eyes
As we said our goodbye
I could feel my heart break
Only emptiness filled my soul
I was half not whole
But I pray you'll come back
Because I love you (Ooh I love you)
And I want you to know I'm thinking of you
Every hour of the day, baby
I'll send my love to you straight from the heart
Baby I miss you, baby I miss you
I feel you so near though we're so far apart
Baby I miss you, baby I miss you
And if the distance keeps you from my side
It won't change my mind
I'll be waiting for you
And even though yesterday has gone
We can dream for today
Believe in tomorrow
I'll send my love to you straight from the heart
Baby I miss you (baby I miss you)
I feel you so near though we're so far apart
Baby I miss you, baby I miss you
I'll send my love to you straight from the heart
Baby I miss you, baby I miss you
I feel you so near though we're so far apart
Baby I miss you, baby I miss you
You know I'm so lost...without you
Sending all my love to you straight from the heart
Baby I miss you
I'll be sending all my love to you straight from the heart
Baby I miss you, you know I do
I'll be sending all my love to you straight from the heart
Baby I miss you
I'll be sending all my love to you straight from the heart
Baby I miss you
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i love you baby yesterday.. today.. always
love your fiancee waiting as always
Terri xXxXxXx take care and i will be in your heart every second of every day