Tear it down (Progressive Rock)

Hey all,

Interested to see what you guys think of my song. Leave any comments good or bad. Thanks.
Background - Building communication barriers that you cannot force yourself to destroy. The real deeper specific meaning is a bit personal but your free to let me know of your impressions/your take on the meaning.



Falling down into this place again
not questioning how I ended up here
I can feel my head starting to spin
Trapped inside this wallless sphere

Used to running on half empty
always needing something to fill
not falling for illusions that tempt me
not acting on the urge to kill

Always wondering whats on the other side
always trapped by these thoughts I can't hide
Unable or unwilling to communicate
what is already sealed by fate

Always wondering how the eyes of others see
hoping on an illusion I know is untrue
hoping my closest friends wont judge me
basing my decisions on more than a few

Not about maturity level anymore
the words already spoken keep me sure
wishing I could accept what the mirror will reflect
when I gaze in the silver disk
the only thing I'm not willing to risk

Wish I could but knowing better
already reached an understanding
writing the last words and signing the letter
can't deliver on what their demanding

So I'm waiting here, just standing...

Searching for the dream state
what we call fantasy
an exciting journey to create
an open mind ready to elevate

Building a castle made of steel
to shield myself from how I feel
a place I can call my own
just me and my mind all alone

Sealed off by self isolation
burning the bridges needed to reach my destination
leaving only a few choices
all repeated by different voices

Cant come to a conclusion
not bothered by the confusion
starting to open my eyes
ready to let go of the illusion

Good Sh#t