Could've been [rap]

I DO A LOT OF WRITING FROM ROCK TO R&B TO METAL TO SOFT ROCK...ECT...AND IF YOU LOOK AT ALL MY SONGS THERE IS ALWAYS A CONNECTION....MY ALBUM WOULD BE CALLED UNDECIDED...
CAUSE AT THIS POINT IM NOT SURE ABOUT SH@T IN MY LIFE....and this is old as he@l

If I Wasnt Writing
Ill Probably Be Fighting
Im Working All Night and
Tryna Better My Life Man
But I Could've Been The Nig@a That's Sticking You Up
Not Giving A Fu@k
Going Nuts
Kill people Over A Buck
I Could've Been A Daddy
But My Child Never Mad It
I Dont Believe In God
But Im Asking Him To Save It
Asking Why He Had To Take It
Guess It Happens For A Reason
The Top Down On The Drop
Through Out The Four Seasons
Blow Past I Just Breezing
But I Could Be Thieving
Running In Your Crib
Or I Could Be A Chester
Touching On Little Kids
Or A Rapist
Faces Cases
And Get Off Free
It Aint What I Am But It's What I Could Be
all these i couldve been but i chose to be me

I Could Be Hustling Drugs
Busting Them Slugs
If I Wasn't Chilling With Thugs
**** I Just Might Be
Shoveling Your Snow
Homeless And Poor
Stomach Hurts With No Where To Go

Not sure about this
Its hard to read, I'd find it hard to put to a beat.
Don't mean to sound like a c*nt but it just sounds fake.
Nobody wants to listen to someone saying how hardcore they are, this is just too plain, its sentences that rhyme. There is nothing extraordinary, no similies, or metaphors, nothing clever that stands out.

I dont sEE how it would be fake....thats some drastic stuff to say...saying that a persons words are lies.....anyway nothing about the rap was really hardcore......it was just based on what couldve been.....