jus something true

This Bmoney and my life is real
Sea Earth Air Land but my mouth is seal
I dont know about you guys but I try to be supporters
but people got me messed up like some drive thru orders
building up feelings but substituting for pride
Dont you ever get the feeling for committing suicide
yeah i have before but things change im different
i have become a rebel, a law into vigilance
I look into my mirror ask me what do i see
and i bet that you would expect for me to say anything
To tell you the truth, I see a life that looks like it'll cost'em
A half-breed thats eyeing me like he got staring problems
wanna beat myself up kuz im hating the pain
and while i let my confidence drain by this cut to my vein
People say that im insane but have no time for opinions
This is the NAE 48 lines of feelings
In my dreams I am the only person known to man
vocabulary expand kuz im high in demand
People treated me with respect while i treated them dirty
cuz in reality thats all they do they just try to hurt me

There is some pretty scarry stuff here. But as you know life is no bed of roses. You have tallent to write. If I were you I would keep writing. Let the world know how you feel and what's going on.