sitting back
looking back
noticing how i fell outta track
as a matter a fact
its alot more than that
but startin now ima make a pact
with myself and I
to keep looking straight with a clear sight
and ima do this with all my might
to keep looking straight with a clear sight
yo did you hear me? give it all my might
So lately I been told my face low
my energitic flow
aint as a high as it usually go
hmm.. is that so?
when the times get bad
you know, i cant help but think
but i dont mean to drop mah things
and lose interest in what my homies bring
i dont mean to cause concern
know what i mean?
but i guess you wouldnt really know
i'd rather just be left alone
than have someone say they know just for show
and say they get the same feelin
i get from head to toe
but aint this aint basketball so dont bring no chairty throw
but it is life but it got me to and fro
yo im undergo
sitting back
looking back
noticing how i fell outta track
as a matter fact
its alot more than that
but startin now ima make a pact
with myself and I
to keep looking straight with a clear sight
and ima do this with all my might
to keep looking straight with a clear sight
yo did you hear me? give it all my might
Having fun aint always what its cracked up to be
sure its kcoo in the moment but whats after the drunk emcee?
and the consequences i bring on me?
the reality comes asap
but the outcome i want no responsiblty
but i shall take even if it aint always willingly
honestly i am a refugee
to music in which enlightens me
so to say rap, rock, and r&b
not only that but my family
and theres a homie, i know you feel me boo,
who i like alittle bit to
who be going through some **** to
but maybe when things clear, time well tell
how we up
but for now im tryna figure out this alarm bell called life
its ringing loud- its my wake up call
yo man this bad happenings aint always wrong
they'll just make you strong
just don't lose your way
cause i wanna be there and hear you say
sitting back
looking back
noticing how i fell outta track
as a matter fact
its alot more than that
but startin now ima make a pact
with myself and I
to keep looking straight with a clear sight
and ima do this with all my might
to keep looking straight with a clear sight
yo did you hear me? give it all my might
cause i know it'll be alright
be alright
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my unfinished work from awhile back that i just found ?