I squint
My eyes
Staring into a thickening darkness
Hoping
To see
The light reflecting from your eyes
Your hand
Reaches
Grabbing for my lifeless body
And then
I knew
You cared
I knew you cared
I knew
You cared
Until I woke up from this dream

Descend into my darkness
And bury myself away
Never see the snow again
Never feel home again

I want eternity for me
Eternity to leave
Time too slow for me to breath
Too slow for me to bleed

I clench
My fists
Hoping for a moment
I feel
So sick
Knowing what will happen next
I see
Your smile
Quickly change into a smirk
That’s when
I felt
So scared
I felt so scared
I felt
So scared
That this could only happen in my dreams

All the aching
Running through my veins
No end for it to meet
And so I buckle away

And you
Watching me runaway
Hold my breath to hear you say
To come back home

I break
The grasp
Of this all numbing reality
I wish
To float
Above the waves of mental torment
Suppress
This mind
Full of doubt and your frustrations
But then
Life felt
So fair
Life felt so fair
Life felt
So fair
Until I woke up from this dream

I hear your voice
I know it well
Cannot mistake it for anything
I would kill myself to hear you sing

To hear you sing a song for me
Saying that you won’t forget
Things I’ve said to help you see
Life is much more than a dream

And there is my fault
I look to my mind
I look to my sleep
To see you here, close to me

Lying in your bed
Floating on the sun
Drowning in your stare
And now my dream is done