Song title : Suicidal

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w4LEGckTHaU - Listen and read

Through my past weeks I’ve hit the roughest of my streaks
Losing track of what I held to my back
Pretty sad of the fact , So many things to see in face
Burning me to a crime rate , I’ll push my life to stakes

Cause really I hate life , I wish something magical would make me die
Where I wouldn’t even try , I’m not whining
No more point for climbing , cause over this hill
is another problem to fill , caused at my own will

But I’m not losing my elevation , Just I’m not caring of whats taking
I lost all I have now my own being is on rack
Up for sale , and let me tell the wicked tale
I’d be an aberration if I wasn’t brazen

I’m clairvoyant , Straight flamboyant
but I’ve lost my sanity , Who’s a fan of me
Relate to what we all have to take
Simple pain , when can we make it all drain

I wish it wasn’t able to exist , I’m a anachronistic
I’m Loc’d out on what my mind stroked out
Deep sinful games built me into rough strains
Call me the roughest of the toughest

Cause I can still feel my ambition , **** it if I’ll be missing
I’m my own lyrical dictionary , call it pictionary , it’s exemplary
Stop with my sad digression , truly effecting
I was my own father figure , then life squeezed the damn trigger.

When I’m long gone , Reminisce to this song
Cause every word is a emotion to my moment devotion
Pictured this scene like a motion , It’s a captured event
that my past was to be sent , The truths up end

I knew it was all coming , Nights I cried bummin’
One little girl put this mind state rugged , I’m about to say **** it
It’s driving me insane , Insides in vain from the eternal pain
But I’m still burning , 1 step at a time I’m learning

From MDI to the town where everyone had to get by
Where every ***** was to lie , Tremont ****s , we hope you die
The one’s to play haughty , My every move on your asses is naughty
Here’s my impute to why you made me dispute



This is my life forbearance , My mind is on clearance
I know one thing true , Call it lifes clue
Stick by yourself , and only you
**** everything else , Only live for your god damn self.

With the darkest of the dark trying to change my heart
I gotta remain smart , cause when I feel death
I’m the one steal stealth , thats my wealth
Is proving that everything can be taken away if you just back what the **** you say

Song title : Mary Jane

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmT-xL9Q0ec - listen and read.

People said mary jane was the problem to blame
The blaze helped my mind come out of the haze
I didn’t runaway , it inspired me gunaway
take down every task , with a rap so abstract

More unique to fire a hot streak , the bud has built to my peak
More motivation was invading , used role models demonstrating
It built every thing that built of me , so who was right to see
Know one day what I’m gonna be , successful with the gaunja invest-full

People said it will ruin your life , what you do special to make that right
It builded my passion , only thing funny is I’m not the who’s laughing
It built me aside from the girl to love , **** in the back of the truck
1 late night blaze , Keep us in these ways cause it’s the roughest of my days

It pushed my desire of a writer , helped me everyday fight her
1 problem at a time , I’m dropping the realest rhyme
Every rolled up window to hold the indo
I smoke , beg you *****es to provoke and see whos really the one to choke


Some call me reclusive , I’ll Introduce it
Cause with this mean eye comes something to live by
Let your self live , No matter who the **** you with
Take a inspiration , My message and drive I’m incasing.

And every thought I ever got , came from a slow smoke
I sit back and relax to why I toke, call me the lyrical goat
Because I get all this satisfaction for why they’ve been laughing
One more thing has happened , I better be the one you’re tracking.

Cause from the green to my own played out scene
I’m pursuing on my dream , World’s turning cold
Call me the fiend , Here’s one thing I free’d
Was my inner rage , built it up by the page


puffin’ from the sage , Never grew near the blocks
Never ran with the rocks or glocks , just lived in my own place
1 more step to take , Bring on the last of who’s fake
Cause I got a bomb *** plot to make before this **** gets to late


25 a G to truly hustle , Some built the cash like rubble
25 G’s was gone quick in all needs
Watch what the game feeds , It’s a rough situation
Where times are debating , and who’s the best judge rating

I grew as man , weird how you’ll never understand
The smoke let me take a standing vote
I became my own leader , Inside I’m out to beat her
cause when it boils down , Jozette , weed , Success and you *****es make this sound.

Song title : Human beings

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wpr3xVz2lCA - listen and read.

Human beings biggest goal is dreaming
cause without it , This so called life , we doubt it.
Don’t ever fully trust , listen to every ****ing word I bust
people give you their word , and thats what made me disturb

Is cause within the turn , I gotta new acclaim to earn
Cause they stabbed my back , Something I said from the past and thats a fact
I gave em all so much , Now I’ve got a sinful lust
because humans thrive to do what they vibe , so hear my side

I’m dropping on your faces , I’m the one to take it
Look at what I made it , 1 person got my soul burning
My view on others is turning , It’s me against the planet
but I can stand it , **** it , I guess I love it



Chrousx2 - Though humans beings I’m seeing ,1 individual blew out of the ceiling , and tell me what do we got our selves dealing


Call it stress , built up from everyone else
But were in this for ourself , Called me strange
Atleast I admit we change , Call me the honesty heater
Blast up your act like a sweeper , Life ; watch how I treat her

Treat it with a respective of my elective , Society is out to wreck it
People in for there own greed , There own cult filled steed
Trying to control their inner from being a sinner
So they play fake to be real , Never showed how they truly feel

It’s why we’ll never unite , but despite
I’m first in line to diss on my own kind , Cause there all blind
If we could use cooperation to infuse
Stick it in your ****ing head , Another said , Another moment closer to my death

Chrousx2 - Though humans beings I’m seeing ,1 individual blew out of the ceiling , and tell me what do we got our selves dealing


So I’m on pace to fulfill this race , Right out the gate
Album with a 50 track , Every word to what they say I lack
I’m a work in progress , to leave me to my self
Cold and alone , but I’m the ****ing realest to the bone

Reverence , I want all of you to hear it
Stop with the names , Boiling up my veins
Staring through the panes as I play mental games
Asking what should be right , and my last question is why do I fight

Call this whatever you like , Djoy dropping my esteem to the mic
On the road to better , about to amount to more then ever
Cause when I’m this independent , it’s a whole army you gotta defend it
Comprehend it , I wouldn’t be doing this if you weren’t to offend it.

Song title: How I feel now

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vvYoqo0BQ0Q - Listen and read


Everyone knows that through the day , Jozette is all I say
She truly made who I am , Something I have to stand
She questions why I’m mean , Its cause I lost my dream
you said our age matters , it made it that much sadder

What was the point to date if you already determined your fate
why to get me so attached , So closed in
About to commit a sin , cause it’s Djoy ready to deploy
Down on my love , I don’t really give a ****

She made me heart struck , She was so innocent
Everyday is my last attempt , My heart done spent
Gone so cold it turned me over , to the rougher shoulder
One thing I told her , is don’t take it all so hard

I just wanted to make it far , Some nights I prayed to die
others I prayed to try , When will I step another level
Feel the passion of a rebel , From every hater to my demonstrator
Pushing my ambition , White’s boy mission

One girl can’t completely take me down , maybe not fully sound
but I’m gonna make it around , Call it the prophecy of an outkast
she inspired me to rap , cause she supplied everything in my cap
It’ll be the last time I drop your *** for a silly rhyme

Because you don’t even deserve that , here’s a ****ing fact
I love you so much , But you turned my heart to rust
and now I’m on a backfire , venting through my desire
Now I’m so much higher , thank you for being my supplier


Physical scars led to these bars , I wanted to grow by your side
Do anything by you to abide , I can remember one time
After we split , I remember it being like a flick
Cause it didn’t seem real , How can I deal?

When I even remember you trying to touch that brighter weather
You asked me to talk , I told you a thousand miles I’d walk
but it was like I was just some other guy , what did I do to earn by?
Some nights I lay wondering when will I die cause it’s so hard to not try

I’m gonna miss everything , you made my mind sing
and now this is me letting it out , You made what I’m about
Through all this **** , even when I was a ****
I’ll always stay true how I feel about you

Song Title : The System

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6EkJ...eature=related - Listen and read (Highly suggested )

The system , **** all who with them
All in the same kindle , heres some advice that’s simple
Don’t break yourself to their code , Here’s how I vote
Calling you out till I’m physically broke , The one’s afraid should choke

What I’m doing will not stop until I drop
Some told me , be good and go to school
Thats cool but I’m living a mans world rule
Society isn’t mutual , looks like they already fooled you

**** the cops , you’re half of our glocks and rocks
Saying **** jobs , I’m building your faults up like blocks
You not a fan of hustling , It’s why I’m bustin’
Because your games aren’t of trusting , This lively hood is stuck in

It’s implanted , here’s my rant of it
You took everyone’s ambition , makes this more of a mission
Cause if I go big , I will know one trick
I’ll dice through nice and slick , Dropping a point by the flick

When I have the honor to make a hit , I’ll drop this ****
because you’re a problem , powers ; you got em
Moneys all you need , Call it your ****ing greed
Wonder why we have a **** economy , It’s cause your a monopoly

You don’t got enough to make whats must
Share the power and you’ll not seem so much like coward
Just cooperate and a million others like me don’t got this mind state
What else left is there to debate , It’ll just help your crime rate

Your time is slippin , People like me are dripping
moving quietly and making changes silently
The world is blind of me , Heres a statistic
The fundi’s are all involved with it , The goodie too shoe type critic

I’m out to succeed and your the supply to my feed
The reason I breath , Watch in the future what I upheave
Something to truly believe , Coming rough like a steed
I’m coming at a 1000 miles an hour , with a mouth so sour

Try to control my life , I’ll make a move and strife
A victim to try , one little girl effected me to wanna die
But with things like you , I remain selected by the few
Cause community is building my immunity

The more you inflict it , the more you deal with it
Calling out to the cops and what the *****es drops
Your producing my evil plots , Sinful thoughts
Not much more time , instead of trying to climb

I’m just gonna jump over , 1 more callout to grow older
The world and the system is making me colder , but the more bolder
One thing I told her , is don’t let go of your dreams
Cause I got planned scenes of mobbing down queens , all cause of you it seems.

Song title : How much more

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3bmjsciDKHQ - Read and listen

How much more do I gotta plead to make you believe
**** all of my adversaries , tell me your adversity
I’ll show you how to construct art , I abduct it hard
I’m stuffing the game tight , Full of pride

But not to ever slip , Run fast , but don’t fall into a trick
You judge how I spit , Now I’m gonna drop a hit
quick like a punch , All of you are in the same bunch
I learned to individualize , I tossed my being out like dice

Never fell victim to the same **** twice , They say learn and live it
I’m just here to earn while I’m with it, So **** every last critic
Cause there not into this like me , Way to skull-****ed to see
Already explained who is DJoy , The first to exploit

To some the worst to destroy , cause the more you push this madness
It makes it the more I wanna have this , **** Cking and Jozette for they stabbed this
But I guess that’s a pleasure , They’ve pushed every revenge lecture
So I guess your next , I already said **** them for the best

So come on you tools , Let’s play this by the rules
Touch the ideas of a maniac through my cursed act
I know thin and true I’m abstract , cause it’s all right in everyone’s head
They all think there always correct , You’re all like the rest

The words speak for them self , Cause of all of you I’m bad to my own health
It’s sad I have to stealth , like I’m sneaking by
Currently streaking to die , Like your points are credible view
I know what decisions your gonna chose , The modern ideas to let you loose

Well here’s something new , Get ****ed to all of you
Until you wanna treat with respect , This poetry is all I ****ing left
You gotta feel the emotion , Pull in my concept in one motion
I scream for all to burn , because your not grasping to learn

So here’s my summary , Oh what this game has to done me
I question what could you do , Your **** ain’t even true
I’ll piss on your being till your eyes are open to seeing
People , Open your mind I’m tired of always expressing my defendant line

Song title : Local

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T7SpD...eature=related - Listen and read

Straight from 78 , Grew up in the whitest town , Not the cleanest around
I was the first to drop a grim sound , People think there the best
Trust me , your much less , I’ll tear out this towns guts
You ridiculed me to bust , push me farther and you will face harder

You got me rugged like a congeal , Not one person knows how to stay real
You need be to coherent , Go deep in my spirit , you say you hear it
But you really don’t get it , You read the words , and think it’s a blur
Well here’s how I make a whirl , I came straight from the woods

I remained tall and stood , I didn’t let no one , take what I was made to get done
Call it prophecy , it’s all I ****ing got in me
I don’t give a **** if you try to stop me , Cause this is one’s living
My straight soul I’m giving , Don’t give a **** if you call if basic

Please , save it , cause I ****ing hate it , just let me be alone
My rhymes are a musical drone , go look that up , I’m a continual effect
Built up from mass amounts of stress , Maine’s here to address
That you mother ****ers aren’t the last ones left , Were a state out to infect

I’m isolated and in this haze , Feels like I’m distinct
I’ll bomb this game in a blink , because I’m representing hard from where it all had to start , Through these intermissions catch 207’s missions
Tell me you find one of the same kind , I took the lowest to stress my poetic

Don’t let sorrows destroy your dream of better tomorrows
I need you to go deep , Feel to be called oblique
Cause this world needs unique , Learn to love it
Live by **** it , cause as a local I’m paying for my life’s total.

Song title : To my friends

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=694E-...eature=related - Read and listen


Well I figured I’d represent true to what my homeboys do
They nick named me dildo , The most ****ed up nick name yo
At other times called Pickle , Deer man , or even dough boy
Told em you better slow your roll boy , Here’s my goal in joy

But they never supported my passion , Straight laughing
Just like every other phony , tell you *****es to blow me
From pats to freestyle basement raps , Runnin’ below 5 on gas
We lived to hustle , We *****ed about a struggle

We vented to each other , in one shape or another
04605 is staying real to a brother, **** the girls
One of em took my life style , sorry I was a child gone completely wild
But at least you helped relieve my pain , and that's why I believe in the game


25 a night to just stay right , From Zack’s car
to my room , Where memories became to bloom
From your influence it made my difference
You guys kept my evil contained , you helped my thoughts become drained

Call it clean , you kept me from the mean
From losing control of life’s future scene
I grew in my self , Although the ***** wasn’t good for my health
She gave me one true wealth , To know when I need amends

I ask my friends , where will I end
Told me never give in , Fear your only sin
Never back down , represent your truest town
The one that laid foundation to my demonstration

To Izi Zack and Ty
Bro’s who had time go so fast by
This gonna be one hell of a ride , Warrior's like us full on pride
What ever the **** life throws on us , We know we got true friends to trust

So here's for me to beat it first try
No matter how young we die , I knew we already had us to live by
So to my adolescents , my homie's influenced the lessons
Always be true to what you believe , and don’t let them up heave.

Song Title : Reverence

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dwtCZVk_lsk - Listen and read


Another one laid down for what made me stay down
Friends are nothing , the last one’s you should be trusting
A predicted way of life made me deprived , Pure revenge burning in my eyes
My limit of emotion is in the skies , Sooner or later I hope my soul dies

Cause of all what I had , Mother ****ers stabbed my back
Now I’m bleeding with a new best friend greeting
Call it my head , may be ****ed but it’s all I got left
I thank you ****s for being my fuel to my gas , the push to my rap

**** all of you at that , From Tremont to southwest
Where fake *** *****es like you try to steal the rest
You got your own mental greed , an implanted seed
Well I tell you what the **** you need , Listen up to me

You need to accept you not the best , you’re seriously nothing but the rest
I learned that from Cking and Jozette , Doubted me , You ****s wanna ****ing bet?
Two sacks of **** who bring everything to my head to admit
It’s like it’s a wrote script , Well I show you one hell of a gift

I know that I’m coming , you may not be running
But that makes this chase closer , Wether I’m over her
I got 1 point to prove , so watch every decision you chose
you both can not care , But watch the feelings you bend on me to bare

I pictured it all along , Mind so gone but I was never wrong
Through this worthless pain I will remain strong , When I get my point across
Watch what you did at your own cost , I could say it a thousand times
Another pissed off moment , and it influences these rhymes

Sooner or later it’s gonna be more , I got plans and plots locked in store
Ready to break lose with every ****ing wise move
1 more friend to lose , I’ll stand with all the pride
Truly abide to why I fight , For so long I tried

Now it’s time to commence , Listen to my two cents
**** all of you little back stabbing cunts , I’m about to pull mean stunts
Push me to the depths with how you ****s infect
Just know when it happens , You could have pictured it all through my rapping.

Song title : One’s perception

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRO0rYdsssA - Listen and read


So listen to the mood of what prophecy made crude
It’s like my head is trying to elude , I fell straight from you know who
And now it’s a mind completely ripped , I may have fallen and tripped
but something bigger is on the rise , My love is something I now despise

It’s just straight cold , used and completely bruised
So don’t bother trying to open the seal , It’s already about to break lose , that I truly feel
From school back to the mic , Where every day is an emotional fight
**** I didn’t treat her right , but something I can’t dwell on at night

Something I do dwell , is something that truly pushes me to excel
They judged by the rhyming structure , It’s about the point mother ****er
To C I hope you love her , Have fun to **** her
This isn’t no mental break down , This is to lay my stake down

I’m making a patient plan , “No way he can”
but when it comes , Go back and remember
Go deeper then ever , and reflect on what I used to bet
I told you all I’d be the one to break down the wall

and I’m the first to bring the worse
cause It’ll make a ****ing change , One point left to explain
Wether I’m completely sane is no longer a game
To the people hearing my **** , Know that It came from that *****

I was all of good , I wrote hard to the book
I knew where my future was to look ,something she truly took
But now I’ve got handle, I’m gonna produce a vile sample
To every ****ed up thing I face , know you better bring it hard so you can take , what you’ve pushed to make

The more to fuel me , **** all who are cruel to me
Cause the more you push mad , It pushes a much harder rap
I’m so glad select people ****ed me , One ***** struck me
Something I stuck in me , cause it’s all I got the **** in me

So in order to pass my new world order
I got to truly express , Push every thought to my best
Things are gonna happen , wether it’s through rapping
So I ask one last question , how much can you wait for our determined fate?

Song title : More miles away

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mp4grU6po_g - Read and listen , it helps :P

So here’s how it begins , We’ve both gone on a love binge
I understand each and every bit of your pain , I suffered the same
I’m here to relate , me and you can step up to life’s plate
We got a new path to take , new experiences to make

I’ve already be come of age , I’m so much more then everything you’ve ever had
I’ll write the lyrics to your love track , No matter what this one has your back
Day by day I’m so much more interested into what you say
You’re kinda like a craze , you got me addicted to what comes with it

But baby I’m coming, you got my head running
You make already feel a little bit more happy , It’s like that bullshit is already past me
Soft skin , Such a pretty name maybe you understand why I’m not sane
I’ll take you to wonderland , Call it my plan


I get you don’t wanna ever get hurt , cause love don’t seem worth
and I get that , I once felt it was a fact
but listen to what I rap , I’d never ever let you down
Our insecurities keep me sound , cause I know were home bound

I’d never ever break your heart , if nothing thats my most important part
Your an angel and your eyes light up the room , You make my insides bloom
and I treasure it all , and I’d never **** you over
That **** already made me colder , but now my head is truly bolder

So here’s I sum it up , I hope I’ve done enough
but by the moment , my door to love is back open
Maybe not right now , but babe I’m gonna show you what i’m about
You’ve got my heart out and this is all to you

Everyday I’ll stay true , One day I hope get to see you
and truly to be with you , cause I know this **** just began
but as young a man , I’m not hiding my emotions
Your wills are my devotions , maybe one day I can run your back down with lotions.

So far, "Listen"
Seems to be the one I like the most lol x) keep makin these HomeGrown I love em

Song title : Revolution

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kcqPq5189VQ


Through times comes evolution , My friends and me got a revolution
The crew began to break apart , ever since she broke my heart
****’s been getting out of line, but I guess that what comes with time
and I accept it , The challenges of change , my goal is to best it

From back stabbers , To my role model rappers
If you not a fan , you make who I am
This game a risk , with high and low stakes
changes and adversity are in the makes


At one era of this year , My own self I said to fear
I opened up to one little girl , She took what was worth
**** this earth , it’s a constant change
But acceptance is one thing I can explain , but who’s to blame

From the riches of happy , to the *****es who our past me
The evil life is trying to pursue me , Hell is trying to do me
From school back to where I remained cool
I enjoyed being alone , because my heart ain’t done sone

Through life’s ways I knew that not much stays
not 1 day will ever return , So treat every day new to learn
I didn’t and it made me truly burn , I now have learned to watch my steps
Watch what life brings me next , Another implanted point to inject

Let it run through my veins , Live by it
Die by it , cause I see whats on the verge
Life for you will hit the curb , Quicker then a burp
Blink of an eye and everything you ever knew will die

Cause this world is a button masher , Hit one wrong and your hand like me is in plaster
The wrong’s of life caught me faster , but I gotta deal
Don’t let these mother ****ers steal to how I truly feel
Let em slide , cause this is your own life’s ride

Know that **** ain’t gonna stay the same , life isn’t a game
Even though the women and ****s treat it as like
I laid that out on the mic , Who gives a **** if I dropped it right
17 and still with my mentality of reality

So realize when it all goes a blur , Here my crying word
Just try to live with a grin , Acceptance is the key to win
Don’t let anyone else tell your otherwise , **** all who despise
But let them keep attacking , There my inspiration to rapping.


Song Title : Memories

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTeE0Bk6H7A


From my child days , to my wild phase
A victim who fell vile to a haze
I was stuck in a secluded zone , I wrote this on my own
It helped me progress , never the less I did wrong’s for my best

I thank you know who for memories , It’s my extremity
I will make it through definitely , I did this **** for the best of me
Pressure tried to test me , Learn people bring tragedy’s
Life is like gravity , It’ll suck you down

No matter where you’re around , just gotta remain sound
To the ones who defied , It seems the harder I tried
you gave me the desire , to spit like burning fire
It’ll come back to burn you , Truth’s will begin to turn you

Cause I know how to live , Cause I’ve seen a lot of ****
Some to never miss , other’s make me a bliss
The truth I represent , Living in the present
My only last thought , is me and what not , broken down is all I got




I reminisce to miss the past , move on like a track
Bump hard to represent my back , I’m stuck to the game like glue
Selected among the few , The humble of the crew
All stored in my head , What they taught me is all I got left

I lived in a pure white community , 13 years old and police were my immunity
Stupid ****s try to do me , Some things I still face are nothing but disgust
Even my own friends ridiculed me to bust , but didn’t really give a ****
Cause I’ve got a mean hunch , I remember **** in the bunch

And when time is down to crunch , I know what they’ve done to me
One more **** to see , Don’t care if they **** me
It’s been done plenty of times , Lyric’s come to my head with chimes
Like a melody , I saw friends and family face felony

It just went straight along , But still something told me I was wrong
I had to hold on , I had one set goal on
Cause I knew what already happened would influence my rapping
Fears , Honesty , and relation is all I’m strapping.

So to my pears , to my deepest fears
You better bring all you got , I’ve got more then plenty in stock
Cause you brought whats become of me , This all I’ve done of me
So the past has truly built me at that , and know memories are a fact.

Song title : Smooth to the beat

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rdt7u4o3nlU


Risen up on a small street , Since birth I’ve been off beat
I’ve gotta lift this curse , push harder at every verse
My life went a blur , Like it hit the curve
But I will stand tall , Never to with drawl

Cause I’m starting to see who I am , I’m trying be who I can
and that’s only me , I never could touch peace
My heart was a sealed crease , The game was an opportunity
It’s a shame life tried to do me , **** me over harder then it truly seems

I thought at one point I was stuck in dreams , But I realized this isn’t nothing but real
Something to feel , let it play out , Let’s lay our stakes down
Life requires a simple aid , Mine began to dwindle and fade
But I know , at other times I unleash my book of rhymes , to many kinds

I pictured my self outkasted and selected , I’m here to make the game infected
With a virus running hard through it’s veins , Implanted hard like steins
Never to come out , when I’m done see what it’s about
I’ve taken it all easily , Don’t try to please me

I sometimes thought my **** went backwards , Cause when I would rap afterward
I felt the pain relief , I’ve dealt with your same belief
Before I eternally leave , here’s some to believe
Whatever the **** you gotta face , Bring more **** for them to take

But stayed relaxed , push every track to the max
You can call this a wack *** MC , But you better back it you wanna be
I’ve seen enough to my days , Not much stays
Sometime’s I feel an evil crave , Other’s it’s just a pure craze

but I guess we called it ambition , little white boy spitting
but lable me rugged , You can hate or love it
Cause this is my simple ovatation , the future is waiting
But still most of are you debating , Don’t let it be like that

Let be me at that , Even if it’s to rap , I’m not gonna spit about my strap
or my hoes , yeah maybe the foes but there’s more to it then that ****
That’s out to get rich , **** every last *****
Yeah it’s great , but please give me a humble mind state , my last ****ing fate

My head and point is trying to evade , Pictured alone by a lake
Where life is smooth to the beat , I’ve got a groove to defeat
So I represent everyone who has got my back , I promise I’d stay real to the track
One day they’ll label me on the map , I’m on the road to amount to that.

Song title : My style

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrzKg5ekxbY - Read and listen

I’ve lived like I’m underground , like my head wasn’t completely sound
Sometimes the ***** really drove me down , But I lived by an attitude
where I took no graditude , I felt the world full of greed
Took more then they need , and I know half the nation agreed

I tried to teach dignity , but it died , such a pity
I lived by my own town , I wasn’t trying to be the first with glocks around
I didn’t wanna be of trouble , like a menace in a jungle
I may fall apart and crumble , but I will never stumble

That’s the presence of someone elses essence
We all need hope , Here’s a mental note
Find something you can love , Something you can hold
Hold it forever , something they can’t take ever

Don’t let it be a girl , or anyone else
Cause for your own health , that ****’ll leave you
Just let acclaims feed you , For all of you who take it granted
It’s a way of life , Understand it , Forever I had to plan it

It took a long process , I wrote to the book none the less
Watch how negatives infect , I’ve kept some things intact
Even when my rhymes seemed abstract , it’s a spitting code
like my point is a hidden vote , I can remember one day what I wrote

To struggle’s with what made me crazy , From a little lady
From the acclaims maybe , that I really don’t know
I took my ego slow , I chilled to my flow
I lived my ****ing life , I didn’t give a **** despite

I stood in my own light , that’s how the **** I treated it right
So to the next phoney trick , You better blow me ****
It’s the best you gonna have , I don’t give a **** if you judge my rap
Cause the answer’s to life is one thing you lack , and damn I could bet my life to that fact

Song title : Me and the family

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QPYjg...eature=related - Listen and read


I grew up with my mother , We were never really close at point or another
Never was really close with my dad , but I guess it had to be like that
I had to learn to live as one , I at one point wrote rhymes for fun
But those days are done , No one gets it , even my own blood

They didn’t see the rap fanatic , they only saw the head traumatic
I was blasting off new **** like an automatic , I stuck to my responsibility
everyone new we rolled a hard philly , Give thanks to the ones who raised me
Even for what life gave me , I got to realize whats gonna save me

Time will tell , Even if my rhymes burn in hell
One thing to address , is how me and my family ain’t like the rest
We’ll never be close , Different things we loath
I’m on a different planet in my head , but enough said

None of this **** to you makes sense , but it’s your own lost expense
Back in the day we struggle’d for rents , It was like a constant juggle
Times blew up like a bubble , I remember everything out of proportion
Sometimes I wished for abortion , my life was meant for different sorting

Cause I pretty much raised my self , But later that’ll be a wealth
I guess being underesimated let my feelings play it
I kept my mouth shut , even if my family gave a ****
It just wasn’t meant , This is my own time spent

And I’m gonna spend it to my last dime , Maybe it’s a matter of time
but parents, don’t sweat it , One thing I always did was bet it
even through a silly fight , we in the end made it alright
So that’s what I say to us now , One day our bond will make it around

Just let me live hard , push for my own heart
I’m sitting , writing hard for my spitting
This is my passion , wether everyone is laughing
Is the last of my concerns , I just laugh while time completely burns

and that’s one thing they taught me , So I guess they truly got me
Maybe they didn’t need to understand , maybe they helped who I am
Whatever it be , The love from them I admit to need
This isn’t one’s greed , this is just how I was raised to treat

Song title : Success

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UeMWj...eature=related

People said I’d be a fail , Well here’s a wicked tale
Respect for life isn’t like bionics , What you say is ironic
Oh you do your jobs , What homie I got mass plots
Ridiculed me because I bust , You shouldn’t give a ****

Cause I know what it takes be a man , one more responsibility to stand
You say you know what it takes , But you’re all a bunch of fakes
Played me for stupid , Tell me how I should do it
Since you’re just so smart , why don’t you give me a lesson

Oh wait you got nothing at your disrection , ***** I got plans for protection
I know what I want , Ain’t nothing gonna stop till I drop
I’m gonna slowly be happy with my income , cause when it’s said and done
I’ll be the one to amount to some , So you remember the name

Wether I step up in the game , or make my own path to take
I’ve gotta support for my family , **** the world if they don’t understand me
I know to remain humble , life burning down to rubble
the life in me , I’ll never have a wife to see , **** if they’d abide to me

I’ve got a set goal , Up to pay life’s toll
Even if I got a deranged soul , I’ll never ever fold
**** if my **** gets sold , I’m just living in a teenage scene
I know my future ain’t a dream , it’s a way of life

Another day to the mic , One more point to strike
**** the school and listen to this rule
Call it a handy tool , to not use would make you a fool
You’ve got to know what’s coming , after 18 years tell me if you’re running

So don’t judge a man by what he’s got in plan
This world is already to cold , no matt what I’ve been told
I didn’t really care , you can diss on me for how I rhyme
But know in time , I’m gonna be the best man in line for making this **** my own kind.

dude ur lyrics are so weak. you rap like you're from the hood but even in your lyrics you talk about being from a white community in maine. rap isnt all about "blastin" people, all because you just discovered rap... doesn't mean you have to act all hard. i bet you're like 14 too.

Well let's hear your skill mr. someone I know trying to piss me off.