OneLuv A.K.A HomeGrown Productions

Song title : Tragedy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yeeMyBrhb50 - Listen and read

It seemed so good at first , then I’ve hit by far my worst
I’m waiting for a mental burst , Acceptance is what I thirst
Everyone labeled me as an *** , I’ve reviewed my past
Everything I faced released to the track , Lamoine lost it’s pack

Once so tight , Now I’m hearing the world fight
It was a sudden tragedy , We fell hard like it was gravity
Will I see happy , 17 years old , Never meant to be cold
Once told that my pride would fold ,I remained humble and bold

The women that seem apart of me , Produced the start of me
They played it out and now them I doubt
Times are moving , Friend’s I’m truly losing
Everything is going to fast , Will I have my self back

What’s her face still drives me crazy , One hell of a lady
I always care for her maybe , But my life is moving on
Don’t care if I’m choosing wrong , The only thing I’ve hurt
Is this verse , Remember my **** till I reach the hearse

When I’m a distant memory , No one will remember be
But it’s all fine , I’m so much different of any other kind
I wrote my ****ing being to every line , They said I was just the same
My life switched into fast lane , no longer sane to the brain , truly in vain

I’ve got feelings to drain , No doubt I still love her
I’ve got much pain mother ****ers , Why didn’t I ever dump her
Oh now I know why , she pushed me to try
Even when I seemed I began to die , it was such a white lie

The reason I was I standing up , I’ve got much planning up
My mental health was never truly felt , On my hand I bear an eternal welt
But I stayed real , I told you all how I feel , Many positions to deal
This is my objective , Everyone tried to object it , I’ll never let it you can even ****ing say I bet it

Song title : Black and White

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=57DCzoWNix4- Listen and read


When I’m under the eyes of the principle , I feel prison almost literal
Like I’m constantly stuck , I never really gave a ****
At times this world seems black , but when it’s me in my own time I rewind back
It’s get’s brighter , days seem lighter , Now matter how long I fight her

It’s only when I see her , I think how I did I meet her
It just pisses me off , I know I got wishes to the top
Cause at times it’s gonna blow , One true thing to know
I stay true to how I flow , I watched out for life it could throw

It seems like me it’s almost bipolar , I predict where things lay out like a sonar
I see all this happening , Memories are stacking
This world and thought is building , My head is filling
Inflooded with my heart gutted , I learn to love it

I’m a fiend , A labeled teen
I pictured this like a dream , How does it truly seem?
Times that call for stress , I stuck to my chest
Smoke filled breath and lyrics is all thats left

Sometimes alone , Only happy in a tiny zone
How is my life going , I see my whole world slowing
Like it was a flash , I watched enemies bash
Try to grasp , what I strap , Living in my rap

My ideas of life to them was segregated , My rep was out rated
My social life faded , I could only thank certain ones
I would lonly thank burden bums , Depressed thoughts fill this
I didn’t hype to the illest , Half my life tried to kill this

It’s like my enemy is my self , After dark softer breathing is felt
One point of the day , I can’t control what I say
Other’s my head is profound , I tried to grow my sound
I need to be heard , I hate to be absurd , I watched the future lurk

I saw this all coming way back , The ones I loath were running for what they say to lack
At times I was degraded , others I debated , this life I wanna trade it
I know most will hate it , To everything I had
I laid it to the track , I let my soul vibe to attract

Jojo was a problem of being a singularity ,I jot em for not seeing it fairly
I think it’ll never stop , My life for her I caused to drop
and now I’m addicted , My head is more with it,
Don’t like if I spit it , Whats your value as a critic , I love how I live it

So if I seem like I try be rugged , I just try budge it
I shake one more act off , I stake one more track off
To rap my soul I’m leaving, forever bleeding , no matter how they treating
Cause your all nothing in the end , It’s a repeating trend , even if my emotions bend

I hear in my head these laughters , I think about my role rappers
And we all thrive struggle , Life to me is a juggle
One moment good , Other’s it felt took
Played out as a wanna be , Angry because of she , Nothing be , So keep attacking for who I become to be

Song title : Misunderstand

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pjaxz...eature=related

The world never ever got me , They all tried to stop me
Said I didn’t act of my age , Fed to react full to the gauge
My stress is pushing to the metal , For how much I made through I deserve a medal
I never was appreciated , Drama and me are affiliated , Sometimes I try to fade it

Others I tried to play it , I needed to make a stand
I bared something eternal on my hand , It provides the fuel to my plan
I know I can better , I’ve got to amount to more then ever
I preached against the word never , I Lost my whole being emotionally

I flow for only me , They said I was to lonely be
I couldn’t be nothing , I’ll never be something
**** all the judges , Full from the grudges
Some said I delivered nothing unique , Outkasted like a geek

A better tomorrow I seek , I want life to turn the page
I feel in front of a 1,000 on stage , to them I’m just another person
Off them I’m burning , Tides are turning
I’ll feel the same road , This feeling is abode

It’s constant , conquer my conscious , The past at times can haunt this
You may be witness to lyrical fitness
It’s my venting , My soul I’m lending
I want you to understand , I lived for what I can , I disagreed with my current land

Whats her face caused me to disintegrate , I never feel like it’s to late
But she was just like the rest , I thought she was the best
but that’s what made it hard on me , Everything that I knew had to depart of me
This is a new start of me , The past pain has become apart of me

My words to me are vidal , I listen to my idol
He became my father figure , It Grew me up quicker
My raps are my way to bicker , People think I’m some phony
Labeled as wanna be homie , That attitude caused them to disown me

And now I’m rejecting , One bar at a time I’m wrecking
A tower of difficulties builds the bulk of me
I wanna see a different expression , it’s like my true side is resting
I need to break out , Forever end this drought , Time to be a man don’t pout

If you mother ****ers don’t got a clue , How much more do I got to do
You don’t understand how I’m true , Never selfish
Society and me just never felt it , Through my lyrics I dealt it
With rhymes they questioned how I spell it , I took there ****ing **** just to back and belt it

Said I couldn’t deliver punchlines, I’ll breaking your ****ing minds
More twice into multiple times , I’ll break you down to your lowest binds
With constant real rhymes , I guess I’m not it in for the fame
Not here to make a name , I just wanna be understood before I ****ing go insane
I’m tired of this game , Please will one more thing help me contain to just hold my ****ing brain.

Song title : My upside

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7bwil9dT7U - Listen and read

I thank the ones who gave me credit , The truth is how they read it
Respect let me embed it , Even ***** whipped I remain humble to be ripped
I’ll never stop being who I am , I’m better then what they say I can
Your bullshit I’m not a fan , Everyone put a label on me

Let me write a fable of what they see , Your stuck comprehending
Of idiocracy of what you’re offending , Your soul your lending
You try to live common , I lended to my rock bottom
I was so much into who I was , I ate and **** out the stupid stuff

That’s how I look at who hates me , Your mentality tried to take me
People who know how to live , To the ones who don’t give a ****
I’ll represent it , Every emotion I meant it , Dedication is how I sent it
Pure raw conclusions , I debated confusions , I didn’t let everything go at the start

Then I took it to hard , It was something that drove me
I live off who loath me , The is hate is my happy
It’s put that **** past me , I love the feelings that attack me
Cause I understand , make a plan , one step up to be a man

No ****ing around , I’m headed home bound
They can hate it or love it , I made it cause I say **** it
Sometimes just to check my views , How does my head from this abuse
Through serious rhymes I’m living , As before my straight soul I’m giving

I’m never gonna surrender , My head feels in a blender
So mixed up and full of vibes , Morale’s of picking sides
Where do I turn next , I watched friendships wreck
I’ve seen the impossible , I didn’t feel it was unstoppable , I Truly thought that forever was possible

Song title : Domino Effect

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9XnNk5_U3Q4 - LISTEN and read

I watched how we reversed , I felt forever cursed
You drove me ****ing mad , How did I live to rap
I feel forever stuck slump in a nap , When will I snap back
I feel constantly in a world of black , I face the fact , and whats that

That one thing exploded , We should of known it
I Need my heart back you own it , **** that you’ve blown it
Corrupted , never should trusted , My life is busted
I need a fix , My life is back to the bricks , The past I miss

You said I was like your mother , pick favorites and **** every other
I hope you die ****er , My soul is sold
Under your faces control , I hope you hate me
You are the biggest ***** who made me , Now nothing can save me
I hope you don’t ever have to hear this , I hope you never fear this

(CHORUSx4)One thing said , Another day dead
This life I’m fed , The ***** made my soul bleed red

Cause I’m only mad because of you , Lonely sad of I stayed true
You left without a clue , You should have grown up
Face the facts and own up , Another thing blown up

You ****ed it yourself , Bad to your health
But just you always say , Eh **** it by the day
I hope you ****ing suffer , Right now I’m stuck in a gutter
But when I’m out , I hope your drown , I hope someone takes you down

If you had just given chance , some many things would expand
But nope I’m a on ban , Time to be a ****ing man
I hate you son of a ***** , Learn to suck ****
You made me completely wack , I relieve to the track , Never will I go back

You took me over , No longer gonna hold her
I’m letting your little girl *** go , Grow up soon to know
All of you hear of why I flow , Immature *****es blow
You’ll give them so much , You’ll live for them till you crunch
I’ve had enough , I’ll never give a **** , To that trash heap I’m breaking of being stuck

(CHORUSx4)One thing said , Another day dead
This life I’m fed , The ***** made my soul bleed red

Song title : Domino Effect ( Remix )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9XnNk5_U3Q4 - Listen and read

I watched how we reversed , I felt forever cursed
You drove me ****ing mad , How did I live to rap
I feel forever stuck slump in a nap , When will I snap back
I feel constantly in a world of black , I face the fact , and whats that

That one thing exploded , We should of known it
I Need my heart back you own it , **** that you’ve blown it
Corrupted , never should trusted , My life is busted
I need a fix , My life is back to the bricks , The past I miss

You said I was like your mother , pick favorites and **** every other
I hope you die ****er , My soul is sold
Under your faces control , I hope you hate me
You are the biggest ***** who made me , Now nothing can save me
I hope you don’t ever have to hear this , I hope you never fear this , You’ll never be near this

(CHORUSx4)One thing said , Another day I feel dead
This life I’m fed , The ***** made my soul bleed red , When the **** will I get ahead

Cause I’m only mad because of you , Lonely sad of I stayed true
You left without a clue , You should have grown up
Face the facts and own up , Another thing blown up

You ****ed it yourself , Bad to your health
But just you always say , **** it by the day
I hope you ****ing suffer , Right now I’m stuck in a gutter
But when I’m out , I hope your drown , I hope someone takes you down

If you had just given chance , so many things would expand
But nope I’m on ban , Time to be a ****ing man
I hate you son of a ***** , Learn to suck ****
You made me completely wack , I relieve to the track , Never will I go back

You took me over , No longer gonna hold her
I’m letting your little girl *** go , Grow up soon to know
All of you hear why I flow , Immature girls blow
You’ll give them so much , You’ll live for them till you crunch
I’ve had enough , I’ll never give a **** , To that trash heap I’m breaking of being stuck

(CHORUSx4)One thing said , Another day I feel dead
This life I’m fed , The ***** made my soul bleed red , When the **** will I get ahead

(CHORUSx4)One thing said , Another day I feel dead
This life I’m fed , The ***** made my soul bleed red , When the **** will I get ahead

You took it all for granted , Addicted pain planted
You all said I tried to be pac , Him I’m not , Me’s all I got
Cause I was stuck juggled , My life tumbled
I’m leave this **** on the floor , plans in store , Move the **** on more

I’ll never give up my ambition , I’m becoming better its my mission
It’s like they have no hope , Some runaway from there **** with dope
The name’s genocide because the meaning was meant to abide
I felt like there everything was just hell , How I’m living is hard to tell , I’m not living well

I”ll never be sane , until nothing of the same , comes to my domain
How I live is to plain , We’ll forever play the blame game
and no matter this is gonna get worse , more pain that hurts
Everyone that got ****ed over , To the ones colder , I’ll make you bolder

I’m so tired of this bullshit , I feel like it was my job to pull it
I felt the world on me , One girl can stomp me
But she’ll never stop me , My hope dried out
What’s left died out , Respect I tried out , **** her for she I cried out

I can’t believe you did that to me , You’ll leave to admit that back to me
Cause just it’s an easy escape , I predict your future fate
I hope die far from late , I hope you know what I would do
But nope you to slow of what I could do , I hope your whole ****ing life you lose , I hate to see you look , I hope your life magically got took.

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Song title : On the rise

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJXrI0trWYE - Listen and read

No longer will I take any command , I'm my own man
Raps of a new brand , I'll never let me twice get infected
I meant it , All of you spent it , Now your dead broke
Bleed red as you choke , that goes out to whats her face cause she knows to provoke , I'll blow her existence away with smoke

Let me break it all down , Let me spin around , with every rhyme to the sound
It's me being depressed , My soul should rest , I'm so much different to the next to your left , All the rest
That's what I mean , To them I'm obscene , cause I smoke green , Yeah you better ****ing think I suck ,Cause I'm the last one to give a **** , My mentality is stuck ,Ready to break lose of the spunk

When I see whats her face , Pure hate makes
Born right there , Will I still care
Maybe till the end of time , I'm tied to depression like a bind , Happy hard to find
Will I ever live fine , Who I am to define , Being true the first in line

I’m on a constant defense , My expense , Tell me how my life went
That’s why I write , The pride of a young guy , Taking your beef to mulitply
Eternally I try , Never again will I deprive , Rolling through on the late night drive
Surprise , you never knew I was on the rise , **** all who despise

But I guess that’s nothing new , cause this whole world don’t got a clue
My heart has turned blue , Frozen icy from who don’t like me
They try to strike me , I’m on a lyrical pursuit , Watch how every rap can suit
I’ve let my **** be lose , You better watch how you choose , cause in the end you might just lose

Ay Jojo , How’d my flow go?
You didn’t even seem to know so , Like all your conformed
Forever I warned , This current life to me is fate
Being real laid out on the plate , Let my head and soul demonstrate

I’m laying out my persona , Staying true as a ****ing lone(A)
To the haters I told I’d own ya , cause I’ve found something intriging
Me and my deep side are finally meeting , Give the world one hell of a greeting
Right through the door , I’ve got to amount to more , Cause my head and lifestyle are sore

They feel almost sick , Nah must be a trick
Everything before seemed to get to my head , Depressed thoughts as I lay in bed
and now I’m on a step ahead , For my state they said I never led
I can be someone to trust , Reviving my being as I bust , For being happy I lust

So as soon I come up , Have I done enough
Tell me is there a limit , Said I couldn’t spit em
I’m the introduction to the games eruption , I sense something
A better me is coming , Eyes should open to get the world stunning , With me on the ****ing rise bumping.

Song title : A 1,000 mirrors

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xHrqTdJEEUs - Listen and read


When I awake , I wanna die because it’s feeling fake
I feel moving at the same rate , I feel mass amounts of hate
How can reality manipulate my mind state , I hate being on the low
It seems always sad when I flow , it seemed the way I’m living is slow

I feel I do the same **** everyday , Wake up same words to say
I feel like a movie on replay , When the **** will I stop
When will my hell drop , My morale being is bleeding
Forgiveness I’m pleading , I don’t what I did ,I tried to live

And even though me and society never got along , I will admit one wrong
I let one little girl change me , I let evil invade me
So I wanna apoligize , hell to the ones to who despise
I just had lust burning in my eyes , I hear the devil’s cries

He’s mourning that he took someone so young , His days are hung
He himself wants to get rung , It’s such a hell , even he hates himself
That’s the world I live , Who’s gonna come with?
Depths grow closer near , This world I fear , How the **** can I be here.


(Chorusx2) - I hate this life I’m living , The harder I’m giving
The more I go corrupted , Never should of trusted , The world seems to love it

I need to re-access what before I had to address , am I eternally bleeding in my chest
I’ll never forgive the rest , but I will admit what made me a prick
I’m a white piece of **** , But I’ll never lay down to give
You better watch who **** with , 1 diss , Now picture this , Let me trick (Poof!)

My raps are like a magical act , To most not even close to fact
But it is at that , Cause it’s 100% passion to strike back
I wanna hear what the **** you say I lack , (hahahaha)
Sometimes I’ll try to mourn , My head will feel worn , but in the end I’ll never be torn

The ****ed up pain and every little mental game , everyday feels the same
I know somewhere and in sometime , remember this rhyme
That life will take the ultimate climb , I’m gonna hit the peak
Take advantage and hit my streak, then we’ll see who they call a freak

I wanna give thanks to every person , who got me learning
First ,here’s the worst , **** you jozette One day you’ll see I bet
Second , Friends for protection , True friends are a hard lesson
Third , You know I hate to be absurd , But to the *****es who made me burn , you to helped me learn


That’s what my life consists , Maybe remain pissed , But only cause I was dissed
I’m living in a **** hole , how long wasn’t told , Only I knew it'd make me cold
This is a gutter white piece of a hype’d wanna be black *** trash , Will one moment
will fly open , I wanna see this picture , 5 shots of liquor , no one to ***** and bicker , and I’m living so ****ing easy in my own figure.

(Chorusx2) - I hate this life I’m living , The harder I’m giving
The more I go corrupted , Never should of trusted , The world seems to love it

F*ck I believe that was your best one yet homie :0

thankssss. Stress builds me my best

Song title : Up for grabs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6DGxn9ob_7w - listen and read


After education , What’s life taking , I don’t know what I’ll be making
I feel I’m on the contract of satin , I can’t really grasp
Whats up for grabs , Think harder to my raps , Debate life facts
This place is nothing but dump , The life is way to slump

It’s off slanted , The devil’s wishes I handed , My verses should be branded
I represent the ridiculed fails , I’ll be the teller to your tales
Call me your zeus , what ever faith you chose , Whatever makes your head loose
I hate school , Learning for me was cool , but the people made me a fool

I feel like I’m on bench , My times spent , I’m ready for rents
I wanna leave this zone , Isolate to alone , I’m cold to the bone
My destiny is up in the air , Can I touch it to be fair , Nobody will ever care
But to this point , I realize who's true around the joint , What did my raps deploy
I’ve got drive to destroy , Joy labeled as a boy , playing with your being like a toy.




I’ve got life behind me The truth beside me
No ***** can ever abide me, Everyone to lie to me
Never again can they fight me , Every last ***** shouldn’t like me

Cause I’ll never be around this ***** , Don’t care to be rich
I just wanna it all simple , My dream is little
Play the haters the worlds smallest fiddle , know that your present problem is retaliation
My inner devil is my temptation , Cause I just want you all to burn in a fire

Except the ones with desire , To the life not a liar
Living easy as they say to get higher , With her lies you better deny her
Women are gonna effect you , My story of them I read you
Mark my ****ing words I bet you , Cause this life for me at this time
Has done nothing but spent the last dime , Nothing can make it rewind


so I now I just gotta live by what I have , If I return back
You better see what the **** you pack , You and to every ***** *** crew
Forever whatever the **** you put me through , I know I remained true
Call to soft to act crude , You’ve put me on cruise and now I’m coming back to abuse

Song title : Our world

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SUPVj8b18Qs - Listen and read

They question our economy , Systematical fundi’s tried to stop me
I feel like America is split into half , Where’s our destined path
When will it stop being rebels VS Fundi's , Wouldn’t it be lovely
There bullshit rung me , It brought me to alert , I feel berserk , and now I’m doing work

This isn’t no joke , Our nation is asleep in a choke
Because of sellouts , They dragged the world’s hell out
It’s either you to good , or to bad , I learned to be middle in my rap
My only task is the women of this earth , Forever laid me a curse

I’ll never let em be apart of me , Won’t **** you better depart of me
No more time for a little game , this world has reached in vain
Such a shame to see it all insane, Here’s the fact , like our past
First to get worse then ever , It’ll soon get better, but for this current life never ,


To the who's can’t feel me , What you gonna give me
What am I made for , Please keep ****ing up for me to hate more
Reputation at one time ****ed me , Then Manipulation struck me
It came as my sidekick , It was to write it , You don’t like it , you can ****ing bite it.


You all got your hobbies , You could say rap bought me
Truth be told there’s a lot of me , That people just don’t know
You wonder why I flow , Where do I turn next to go?
This time , Keep your eyes behind , The taking’s for mine , From a hard living mind

To lay out my political , hear it literal
Legalize , Stop the lies , I see in deep in your eyes
You all goodies goodies hide from the scene , Tell 1 bad thing of the green
You say it’s addicting , ****ing listen , It’s nothing life’s already missing

You little fundi’s play your video games , Bust out your brains
For what you like to do , let us do what we chose
You ain’t got nothing to lose , I feel like you’ve hung this nation in a noose
Here’s a hint , Fill you in , Break this binge , We’re in this to win



So to the world , Let my rhymes twirl
The name’s genocide , I’m speaking from our side
A life to completely bide , I rough mother ****ing life to ride
See who’s right , Tell me how you like as I write to strike right into my wife the mother ****ing mic.

Song title : The move on

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9pc6Qr946g - Listen and read

It’s my time to make a decision , To my troubles you better listen
I’m gonna live the hermit life , Say I need a wife , you need to think twice.
Even though I hate living , Corruption and pride are mixing
Questions and acclaims of who I be , The true me they’ll never see

I’ve got my head under the sun ,Being nice and played out is done
I picture reality ,You can laugh at me ,But to the world you’ll never grasp me ,Picture my anatomy ,how’s does my being break down ,For the good of me will I make it around
It’s time for me to make the move on , This rhyme for me to make a groove on

I feel like I’m on a different level , I need to settle , My head and ego is hard like metal
I just feel invaded , I still can’t place it , I got ****ed for what I gave it
I just need to get isolated ,I’m a grown man in a teenage body
To everyone who fought me , Better start now to plot me

Cause I’ve got a head start , for my own part , You can all ***** and bark
But your all just little mutts , You made me not give two ****s , Say it sucks
But your head is twisted , The wrong ways are inflicted , Tell me how YOU living
With the beats from the true streets , I got mass feats

Every time I spit a rhyme , about whats her face
I wish I could go back to take , What I caused to make
But nope it’s to late , and now I’m out of this place
At my own rate , I’m moving onto the next fate

So if you try to get in my way , Prepare what the **** you say
Listen to what I bust , I’ve seen enough
What has life got next up , I’ve seen mass amounts of stupid stuff
I’m about to ****ing snap , Grasp my wrath , Using my mother ****ing rap to attack

Song title : The relapse to the elapse

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=694E-OVVXOA - Listen and read

From one single moment , My insight flew wide open
High school bullshit is growing , This kid **** I’m loathing
In the blink of a flash , I saw a wink of the past
Listen up ****s to what I write , said I can’t fight

That wasn’t even anything to be pelite , Never take down my might
I laughed at it , Fathom that , Verbally or physically busted it back
I lived through my rap , I never let anyone take my pride
The life of a young guy , like a spy and the world asks why

I was kicked out , It seemed like I tripped out
The world can’t stand me , Not a fantasy
Well let me judge myself , Hell won’t budge my health
When will I be let in , My head’s in a spin and I’m ready to win

To people who labeled me a ***** ,This where you put me
You’ve set out the plan , Now you better bet I can
Come on you little *****es , You beat down snitches
You like mommy and daddy's shoes , Your brain’s got a bruise and you need two clues


Better watch how you label , My rules are under the table
How you live is fake like a fable , Your all a blind eye
You’ll only find to die , Cause you chose the easy path
Satin can you please my wrath from they said I’d finish last?


They ask me why’s the names genocide , I’ll tell you this
My story of them I read , society feels dead and no one know whats to do instead
Picture that message and how I read it , My point to be heard I bet it
You can dread it , but your all a dying breed I plead it

This is the invasion directed to the nation
We need reincarnation , The above all is waiting
Your stuck debating , your optimistic
Say our ****’s to explicit , The **** I’ve seen is vivid


So here’s how I lay it down , Listen to this every sound
You never knew the real me , Try to feel me
I see this happening , Time is elapsing , The world is laughing
I push every problem to my rapping , and there isn’t one mother ****er grasping.

Song title : Truth be told

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cbRJiNiAfAc - Listen and read


Ay yo , To the one’s who degrade me , You’ll never phase me
Every one of their moves made me , My pain is deceased
My rap’s picked my peace , They said I wanted to be G’s
They said I was nothing , Insulted me for busting , My life is slumping

Look at me from the inside , they all said I cried
They said my brain was fried , Till my death I fight
Living my destiny despite , if you don’t like
Tell me how I should adjust , What’s truly a must

But nope , your out luck , Cause you got no support
How you ***** behind a screen is like a sport , it’s like your getting paid for it
To the world I swore it , maybe even me though , right now it’s all I know
My pride and pain to show , How did I flow , Did the world notice so?

Kicked out of my house , The world with a mouth
With a taste so sour , Next one in line is a coward
Greedy for there own power , Instead of not to my face , either shut the **** up
I’ve had enough of you trying to tough , Step to my plate , where all is at fate

No time left to debate , Give me that respect
Cause I’d give that to the rest , My struggles and wrongs I confess
I’ve got mean way , I just ***** back to what the say , I get hated more by the day
No matter what , My raps are all I gave a **** , lost because of whats her face feeling stuck

This itself is just stupid **** , how much of it to admit
Pushed to a prick , Things said that eternally stick
Never will I appreciate , maybe to late , but I’m just like you
So get a clue , if you really ****ing true you’d wonder what the **** I’ve been through

The world’s like a nasty rude prude , With isolated ego filled crews
Listen to my lines , Real and honest rhymes , Pain and pleasure defines
For the past 17 years , For the sake of rap the world fears
They don’t know what I be ,When I talk about me , they don’t get what I mean

This world has to work like a team , but that’s only a fake *** dream
Everyone will dwell , My raps are the excell
To the brighter future , A lyrical abuser
Rap’s white boy amuser, I forever wrote how did I lose her

but that’s the past , I still miss her to every slow track
But I hold up my back , I keep my self steady , You’ll regret you met me
Cause being solo I’m 100% ready , The world’s pressure is heavy
But this **** let me , Won’t let the bullshit effect me

So I’ve said what I said , No tears shed and I still feel dead
When will I truly rebirth , **** this curse
My family , MDIHS , Tremont , Southwest , Somesville, Trenton
You’re the fuel to my burning , My break out is lurking , the tides are turning and soon you need to get ****ing learning.

Song title : Who cares

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When did one stop to notice , take time to focus , The world can blow this
Because I’ve never felt so distinct , Changed my views in a blink
Struck first to be the dink , There’s no one who’s seemed to relate
I don’t got ego of being the great , Get this straight , You all got the same mind state

From conservatives , to the one’s with a hot head
You’re the making of this pest , Tell me how you deal stress
You all do nothing but hide , Your own soul you sacrifice
Say I don’t hear you right , What lead way have you given me

Satin is listing me , Is he the one tricking me
I feel like I’m overtook , My story is like a book
Only poetry and being yourself is left , The tears of Lucifer I shed
A way of living and morale's to embed , Being real and **** everyone else I led


That’s where I’m on top , Nothing you can stop
Show me higher power what you got , Nobody else gives a ****
I wonder who I’d be if I hadn’t fallen in love , probably not much
But see that’s my treasure , I relieve my pain for ultimate pleasure

I can do anything I want , The past will never haunt
More pain helps me write till I’m sore , I let it all go more
whats her face to become stronger to my core
Forever I burn , My attitude’s kept firm , to others it’s a concern

This is how I lay it out , Let my rhymes play about
I just got this thing with hating you all , You always try to make me fall
I wrote the script , Took my soul to rip about how I live , This isn’t all a diss
I just want honest , Ladies don’t want this , I just care about how I drop this

Feel how much I got to say , Nothing good stayed
The bullshit is to be played , Your hate I’ve forever craved
You live by your judgement , Sometimes I love it
Others it’s **** it , I’ll give you these last seconds to my lesson , Your head will soon be stressin', Be on your toes to who’s trust your investing , Tell me your mother ****ing pictured setting.

Song title : The window pane

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NIbD2FVTTo4 - Listen and read

As I travel through my thoughts , I debate my plots
Hell screams as it knocks , Call it wack and korny
But the future warned me , The community will never adore me
I came to the game like an orphen , Alone without warning

You said it’s to damn bad , You said I shouldn’t rap
But who’s to take my living , **** that , on the world I’m pissing
Cause through this window pane , I question the power of my brain
Through this rain , All is at stakes to the game

Nibble by nibble , better yet , little by little
I grew bigger and bigger , played out as a wigger
I just keep going as I need to , I still ask why did I meet you
Ever since late de , maybe farther to remember

I’ve never been the same , Judged me because of mary jane
To life I’m stuck in the frame , Stuck just looking at a bland face
But no one knows him deep inside , They said I’d creep in life
I’d just become some fail , The unusual male , The said my style stale

Never to be sold out , My friends and memories rolled out
Gone as quick as you can imagine , Kicked out of my own house for laughing
You’ll regret backstabbing , You know you hear it real through my rapping
Can you feel my influence , You’re head starting to lose it?

My pain you asked how’d I handle , My raps are the example
You all need a sample , the world needed a tip
The day I make a hit , You’ll hear it
What really got me by ,No lie I stay true to the **** hole till I die

I know you just took it for granted ,I hope you can’t stand it
I’m like a chemical equation , Blown up and degrading
I love you daddy satin , My soul is just taken
I don’t mean to be like this at times , I just was real to my rhymes

I was pushed to my peaks , Out casted with the labeled geeks
Cause I was stuck to the beats , I met my standards by all meets
Your all nothing but phony , Shut the **** up and blow me
You do nothing to own me , You’ve even known me

I’m just asking for clearance , Of a women's interference
Don’t you others hear it , Of what makes me unstable
Now I got a ****ing label , Of being underrated
I hope you ****ing hate it , I hope you crave it , You can honestly save it , You’re the mother ****er who made it

Song title : My opression

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7IjOX...eature=related - Listen and read

They ask of my oppression , Who relates to depression
Rare to feel Affection , Ladies you better be checking
You want to see me deep down , You better turn right back around
I’m space bound , I’ll never be affiliated , Me and them are separated

They all told me how to live it , Humans tasks is how I spit it
That’s my style , Some called it vile , Your all in the same file
You caused the infection to my affection
For me it’s straight up lyrical perfection , who's the one guessing
My raps coming harder then a wesson , I made it my protection


I was played out like a game , who the **** is to blame
This is one’s ambition , To revive respect is my mission
Give one moment to pay attention , Stop and listen
I can see the future glisten , To others I’m done sticking

Stay the **** away , I mean what I say
Ladies , Hate me , You can never save me
You’ll regret to date me , look at whats her face made me
A corrupted soul , Once gold but turned over cold, To hell I’m sold

Being humble but still evil , Basically **** people
If’s that to harsh , You don’t know my scars
You wonder why I write bars , I need to find myself complete
Only one thing to compete , and that’s myself to the beat


It’s how I view , Release what I went through
In the end I grew , The way I bust is new
You ***** about how the **** I rhyme ,You’re stuck in time
Cause you don’t take a moment to grasp , The world didn’t give two ****ing jacks

Catch how I deliver , My style shakes and quivers
Cold like your local rivers , I’m frozen shut
Never give a **** , Everyone laugh for it’s my own luck
I can feel this hunch , Problems by the bunch

Let me finish what I do , You know I’m true
More and more material to my upcoming , My thoughts are running
My ways of living are stumping , In my head I’m constantly bumping
You see what **** I am , don’t question of what I can , I’ve got the plan to up stand any mother ****er who thinks better as a man.

Song title : Of all odds

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0WDHnF9HEqU - Listen and read

Our odds are of the smallest , Our days dreamed of the flawless
I can only trust one , I can lonely bust one
about how you make me feel , To my heart I seal
I hope your reading this , Do you see how well your treating this

She’s a different topic , At times I can’t stop it
True love has only now been noticed , Girl here’s how I flow it
My words are seductive , you can trust it , any other way I wouldn’t bust it
You brought me out ,Now for you I’m about , I love every word from you mouth

You’re my true inspiration , My mother ****ing motivation
You’re the instrumental to my vibe , For you I abide
I go crazy to hear that you’ve cried , you say your love is dried
I once was in that hell , I thought my soul would erode in the cell


Locked up , Like I didn’t have enough , like I ****ed up much
But I remained strong , I held on , so for long
Listen to me pretty lady ,Honestly I love you baby , For the future we wait maybe
But god damn , I’ve got a plan , My love for you like a mad man

I’m here to help you relate , Me and you are fate
I’d die for you twice for us to date , Whatever it takes for us to make
Don’t ever say it’s to late , There’s a bright place
Together the **** we face , What we have is nothing fake

No one’s ever been true , I met you , As life went through
I realized who was real to my being , Through your soul I’m seeing
I picture just the two of us , What will NYC do of us
I really believe , for you I’ll never leave , Your smile is my treat

Feel my love through the beat , How did we meet?
I’m the heat to make your heart gold ,I know it seems cold
Like it’s not able to happen , Girl I love nothing more then your laughing
You know you can trust me , They to tried to **** me

Let’s a take a ride , Let our fantasy's and drama glide
We just need us two , Baby I really love you
When the pain seems like the worst , Please don’t hurt
It ain’t never worth , to you I wrote this verse


You’ve become my impact , my head is abstract
How much more can I attract , Your love to me can never die
I swear I’ll never lie , you can never again feel pain
This isn’t no game , For you I’d go insane
So when I seem to be a problem , think about if you want it

Every other guy is just a sucker , You can believe in this mother ****er
Honestly , I just want you to see , Who I truly be , girl
You know who you are , know it’s hard , Be we’re on start , to open the deepest of your heart

Song title : It is , what it is.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iv93hCRnoq4 - Listen and read

Through watching close ones leaving , Pray to something I’m not even believing ,
Through life I’m cheating , Here’s to people with disregards
Call it mean , you don’t know what I mean , Just a ****ing dream
I’m stuck in the paranormal , Words are stuck formal

I took the high road , then my picture slowed
Now I’m stuck on a mountain , Myself I’m crowning
Don’t judge me for arrogant , They asked where he went
I’m not lost to be found , My cost to hell-bound
My way’s of living are to the ground , Every rap is like a noun

Ideas through my dialect , Revive respect , New **** to wreck
This modern age , Is one **** phase , Would love to trade
But that to is fake , I heard this chick from comedy central
She wasn’t mental , she said 98% of white rappers ***** about society

Well I’mma make my ovation , Girl it’s just motivation
The bullshit we ain’t taking , We hate our own land
That’s a new brand , because we were united
We took it granted despite it , We hate em cause they don’t like it

I bring a new perspective , Better yet check it
I bring the side of my two-side , People like to ***** behind
I just lay it right , I let my issues elapse
Let time pass , Living to the ground is fact , Truest to the track

I understand what I gotta be , I got my head right to see
Push hard to succeed , No greed in need , I’m my own breed
Change your views on how you look , Even to a crook
We all relate differences , So there’s one thing we share

Don’t matter if they care , How I rapped is all but fair
because I lay the truth , Let it stick like a bruise
Just don’t touch , Don’t love me much
Open up your ears , Tell me your fears but still nobody hears

I lost friends in one shape or another , Even someone called a brother
but it is what it is , I just die to live , Live to try
My drive never goes dry , My strive when I fry
I can feel as high as I should , Write it humble to the book

This is one’s tale , Don’t say I’ll fail
I call it easy , Rap can only freeze me
It catches me in the moment , Me fully open
Hard toking , But never choking , that’s one more metaphor I tore , Tell me do you bore
To what I got in store , I'm headed forth , Pushed to the core and all I ****ing do is push what I adore