This song is about saying "This is it ! I'm done." and leaving behind a broken love even tho it hurts. He tried to change me , and I couldn't change. So he broke up with me.
I’ve never felt colder
I have no more tears left and blood started to flow
The night’s never been longer
I want to run away, I’ve got nowhere to go
Your lies never seemed falser
You’ve got no idea how much it hurts to know
-Chorus-
I’m not fighting anymore
Oh, not for this game, and not for this man, and not for this story
I’m not swimming to the shore
I don’t have to try, don’t have to cry, I don’t have to worry
I’m not fighting anymore
I don’t wanna change, I don’t want a chance, I don’t want your mercy
You have always been tough
I have no more hope left and you’re fading away
My life has always been rough
I want to forget us; You bring no good to me
I always stop when it’s enough
You’ve got no idea how much it hurts to say
-Chorus-
I’m not fighting anymore
Oh, not for this game, and not for this man, and not for this story
I’m not swimming to the shore
I don’t have to try, don’t have to cry, I don’t have to worry
I’m not fighting anymore
I don’t wanna change, I don’t want a chance, I don’t want your mercy
-Bridge-
What am I trying to give?
You didn’t manage to give me a try
I said I’m dying to live
But the truth is I’m living to die
-Chorus-
I’m not fighting anymore
Oh, not for this game, and not for this man, and not for this story
I’m not swimming to the shore
I don’t have to try, don’t have to cry, I don’t have to worry
I’m not fighting anymore
I don’t wanna change, I don’t want a chance, I don’t want your mercy