Yoh it feels like only yesterday
When i was on da block chopin ex and k
With the heater on the right just tuked away
And the knife on the left ya know just in case
You cant imagin the things i have faced.
I watched my homie die cause his **** was laced
Victory is sweet why is life is such a bitter taste
My homie out now probobly getin chased
In the hood hepititace be the test they ace
My thugz gettin shot only cause their race
Life needs to go at a slower pace
God give me time, a chance to brace
If heavens such a holy place why isnt it seen even past space
If i dont catch aids ima catch a case
That small chrome cone blown thoruh my dome
I cant live life like this not on my own
My moma tryin to feed me , Wantin dady home
To danm bad son cause dady gone
Just a young boy left with an empty throne
With a heart so soft it resembled foam
Livin in the ghetto you hear cries and moans,
Only time he calls is on da prison phone
God why you take my brother,As a loan?
Just wish he could have seen how much ive grown
Now im paralized hes my backbone
My heart is torn and canot be sewn
But where im from i should have known
Ghetto life i do not condone
Hearin voices in my head kinda like a headphone
"Find his killeR, Remove his jawbone
Tryin to forgive him its hard as stone
Shoot him back, but i am not a clone
All this ****in anger im tryin to dissown
Once it is gone it is a milestone
Tryin not to pump a ***** like ****in hormones
Go ahead call yourself raw when you raw when you reak of fancy cologne,
But have you ever visited a grave you can call your owN,
The answer to that is very foreshown.
I think im done gona go visit my bros tombstone....
This rap wasnt from the my mind it was from the heart
you an never go wrong if thats where you start.